The Journey to the stars

January 5, 1923

January 5, 1923

Friday,  4:42 am

Dear diary,

"I am crazy for you Jeon Junkook " this was what he told me last night when he was making love to me under the stars, having had burned down the tent to just have our bodies warm. I sat in the chair observing Taehyung instead of the stars as he lit the tent on fire with the oil lamp not letting the cold crouch us down. He filled me up under the sky as the stars shied and the moon blushed. I would trade anything to have this for the rest of my life, to have him by my side while I sleep and when I wake up. To just imagine a life with Taehyung feels so wonderful.

"You are smiling", he broke my trance with those words

"How you know?" I had asked him surprised

"I can feel your lips curving up on my skin" he rustled into my ears

"What we are doing is wrong to the world, isn't it?" I asked in an inaudible voice almost afraid that I might startle him

He opened his eyes and looked at me ever so lovingly, pulling me closer he said "The world doesn't see us here, love, look around you it's just ice, ice, and ice"

" and penguins" he added, I giggled snuggling more to the crook of his neck

"Remember, loving is never a sin, my love," Taehyung said more like a declaration gazing at the night sky.

I never knew, I would be so tranqualised that I wouldn't know what I am feeling, my lips were curved up in a smile but eyes told a different story, then again this might be love. But I will be left with longing and not forever

I felt him planting a peck on my forehead, at that moment I would have been just as happy if the ice around us melted and swallowed us whole. Though the cold was numbing my body, warmth spread across my soul, and at that moment I realized around 6,000 km from the center of the earth in a place with no human lives, in the piercing cold, I have found my home.

Morning