December 13, 1922
Thursday, 11:02 am
Dear diary,
What just had happened, I am not quite able to wrap my head around certain things. I am running out of reasons to justify our actions. They are not thought after, I agree, but I have never behaved this way even while being on few drinks. Today was exceptionally cold just like other days and we were drinking a glass of Brandy while discussing many topics. I am not entirely sure how we reached the subject of family and I expressed how desperately I wished to attend my little sister's birthday. I was vulnerable, partially due to the drink in my wandering hands. My eyes were a little blurry and my voice began to tremble. I remember him pulling me into his arms and telling me how proud they must be of me for what I am doing. He had this warmth in his eyes that were boring holes in my soul. It felt different, safe perhaps, the next thing I remember is me crashing my lips onto his. I pulled back when his cold lips met mine but he pulled me back again and I complied. It felt involuntary like we had no control over our bodies. My mind was clogged and it is in chaos now. Why did I kiss him? Why didn't he resist? Are we starting to get lonely? But why do I feel this way? Why do I find comfort in his hold? Why do his eyes have that effect on me? Why do I feel like he can see right through me? Was it a coincidence that we stumbled upon the topic of family or did he knew I needed this talk? Why is there this irresistible pull that I experience towards him? I need sleep, I reckon.
Night
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