-Your love is all I need (Jude Bellingham)

Chapter 5

21st of September.
Y/n.

It's Monday.
I don't feel like moving out of bed.
I'm not going to school.
Eliza will not be going for this week cause it's her last and she wants to enjoy it with me. We are supposed to meet after school tomorrow.
I didn't go to school today cause I had a pain in my Stomach which I recognize to be nervousness.
Eliza will be gone.
The only person I trust.
The only person that really ever showed me love.
My only friend that I always hang out with.
And she'll be gone.
I'll have no one.
No One...

I have been staring at my wall for the past 1h30m. I don't feel like eating,changing or walking.

"Y/N!!!"
I hear Margarette saying. I don't really feel like shouting so I'd rather go down to see what she wants. When I'm finally downstairs she starts talking.
"Hey dear,are you okay?Your eyes are red. Have you gotten any sleep?"
"Yeah I'm good. So?"
"Someone's at the door waiting for you."
What?Who could it be?I go open the door

"Y/n!!Are you okay?I was so worried. I called you several times but you didn't answer!"
It's Jude. What a kind person.
"Yeah,I'm fine."
"I just had to bring you your homework and see if you are fine."
He gave me my homework and then a hug.
That hug was all I needed.
I held him so tight and I started crying. I hate that I'm so emotional . Well I couldn't control the tears coming out.
"Hey,it's okay,everything is fine."
"But it won't be..." I said while crying.
"You wanna talk to me about it?I have time."
"Please, I need someone to talk to."
Jude came in the house and told his mum to leave so she wouldn't wait in the car.
"So what's wrong y/n?Talk to me."
"Elizas leaving." I said trying not to cry.
"Wait for like a month yeah?"
"No, she's leaving forever."
My voice cracked and tears started forming in my eyes.
He hugged me again. That guy now knows to comfort people.

We stayed like that for a while.

"Will I be alone for the rest of my life?"
I know I was dramatic but that's what I was feeling.
"Hey,don't say that. What am I here for?"
I started laughing.
I really don't regret that he stayed.
"Hey,she laughed!"
"Shut up!"
I said laughing again.
"Okay so now that you're better,I know it's always the other way around, but I need to explain the homework!"
"Oh yeah!Let's go to my room."

We went to my room. I opened the door.
I noticed Judes eyes going to a certain corner.
Fuck. I completely forgot about that.
The corner of football tees.
Oh fuck's sake.
"Wait.You watch football?"
"Uhm,yeah?"
"Oh that's sick!Not a lot of girls like football."
"I know."
"Wait,and is that a shirt signed by Thierry Henry?"
"Yeah I love him!My dad got it signed for me one time when he met him."
"Wow that's so cool. I've been to your house again but never really to your bedroom. I love it!"
"Thanks Jude!"

He just explored my room for a good 5 minutes seeing all the signatures I have from football players and stuff.
"Jude to Earth"
"Oh yeah,sorry,we're here for the homework!"
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"Okay so that was the last bit.Do you understand?"
"Yeah,I actually do!"
"Good"
"Have you ever considered dropping football to be a teacher?"
He started laughing
"Yeah,many times,what can I tell you!"
We were laughing and went downstairs.
Jude called his mum and asked her to pick him up. She said she will be here in 15'
"So,who will you be hanging out with?"
"That's the problem, I've got no one."
"Well,a lot of people would wanna be your friends but I'm at school too. We can hangout.I'm not a really social person in school,but I could be just for you!" He said chuckling and I started laughing.
"Well thank you. I'll consider you the only option I can hang out with."
"I feel honored!"

His mum was here. He was about to go out the door.
"Jude?"
"Yeah?"
"Thank you for everything,really."
I hugged him.
"I'm glad to help!See you tomorrow."
And he left.
He really is a good person.