-Your love is all I need (Jude Bellingham)

Chapter 6

28th of September
5:00 a.m
ALARM IS GOING ON...
This felt like 5 Minutes of sleep.

Today has to be the hardest day of my entire life.
It's happening,
Eliza is leaving.
The days just passed so quickly...
This week has been both sad and happy.
I've spent all of my time hanging out either with Eliza or Jude when I was at school.
I was as happy as I could around her because I didn't want our last memories together to be affected by my sadness so I tried not to show it.

I have to be at her house at 5:40 so that we can arrive at the airport at 6:30.

I got out of bed,
brushed my teeth,
did my hair,
put on my clothes,
went downstairs,
said goodbye to Margarette.

I'm outside Eliza's house and she's just coming out. We're going with my car because as usual, her parents are out of town.
(Both Mommy and Daddy Issues, same)

"Y/n!Oh god I'm so excited but also nervous!"
She said while giving me a hug and then we got in the car.
"Nervous?What are you talking about?You're going to do just great! You're the perfect model,you are so pretty and confident,honestly anyone would fall in love with you!"
"Aw,you're so sweet if you want to!" she joked
"I know right?"

We talked for the rest of the ride and we're finally here.
Here we go.

We get out of the car.
I swear to God,if I cry...
"So I reckon that's it." She said
"It really is Eliza..."

I don't know what to say.

"Eliza,I swear if you don't call me every other day I'll come to England and fight you!"
"I guess I won't call you so you'll come!"
"Okay I know I'm not supposed to cry but this is so hard.." I said but, of course, I started crying.
She started crying too.
We hugged each other so tight, I wish we could stay like that all day.

"I'll miss you Eliza,more than you will ever imagine."
"I will too. I love you so much Y/n."
"Okay,now go and show them how it's done. Okay?"
"I promise I will."

We hugged one more time and she left.
Ah,feels like yesterday when we first met.
The moment I saw her I knew she wasn't any basic girl. She was special and that is why I love her so much.

I'm going directly to school.
As much as I don't want to go,I have to.
It will be so difficult.

I'm at the entrance of the school and it's just 7:55.
5 Minutes early.
By the time I'm in the classroom,the bell rings.

"Hey Y/n good morning. Are you okay?"Mr Muller asked me. He knew something was going on. He knew Eliza was leaving but he didn't know when.

"Hi,I'm just a little tired!" I said.
"Oh okay..."
He sounded unconvinced.

The lesson goes on and it's already break time.I haven't been able to stop thinking about Eliza.I haven't talked to anyone.

-Y/n.

I turned around. Thank god it's Jude and no one else cause I'm not in the mood to talk to anyone except for him.

-Jude,hi.
-Come on,you can fool Mister Muller but not me. What's wrong?

There was a 2 seconds silence as he realized (that Eliza left today)
He just gave me a hug without talking.

"Okay,now come with me,we're sitting together" he kindly said
"Sometimes I forget you are an actual boy."
"Wha'd you mean by that?"

He raised a brow.
How I love that guy!
"Well most guys don't know how to comfort girls, or anyone for that matter."
"Yeah, kinda true."

I swear this Guy is the only reason I come to school.

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