DILF. | KNJ

24 : Sugar daddy duties.

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Silence.

The morning after they 'made up', the breakfast table was dead silent.

Dayanah didn't know what to say, in fact she had so much on her mind that she didn't know where to start.

Namjoon was teared between being euphoric at her confession, and being depressed because he might really lose her.

But he didn't like suspense, so he broke the silence first.

"Where are we standing right now ?"

She was clearly surprised, looking up at him with raised brows.

"I.. I don't know." She sighed. "You know you really hurt me Joon, you.. You lied to me about important things."

"I promise that I regret it.. I really hope things could've went a different way, that I would've told you earlier but I guess.. well I don't know."

They stayed silent again, staring at one another.

"Then what ?" She asked with a sigh.

"Then let's get back together." He answered in a soft tone.

"I can't do that Joon."

"But wh-"

"Because I don't want to question everything you're telling me, you lied to that girl and now she's dead."

And just like that, she said it.

The thing that has been worrying her since she learnt the truth.

"I don't.. I don't want to be lied to Joon, I don't want to be played, I-"

"I'm not lying when I'm saying I love you, and I'm not lying neither when I say that I want to give you the fucking world, I don't know what to tell you to reassure you okay ? I feel cornered and.. And I'm lost I just know that I don't want to lose you and-"

He got cut off as he felt her hands cup his cheeks, thumb rubbing his cheeks.

He wasn't crying, but it looks like it on the verge to do so, his breathing irregular.

"Take a deep breath, calm down, we're just talking."

He sighed, throwing his head back.

"In my whole career as a business man, I've never felt so anxious even when I was just an employee.. If I don't say the right things then it's over, for good."

She sighed, lowering her head as she closed her eyes, taking her hands off of him.

"I don't know what to tell you anymore Daya'.. Our relationship didn't even last for a day, I can't even.." He interrupted himself with a sigh, at the loss of words. ".. Please let's just get back together, I'm begging you, I can get on my knees if you want."

"You don't need to do that much.." She answered, kind of surprised at how desperate he was.

"But I will do that much and you know you can't stop me.." He grabbed her hand, fingers gently rubbing her palm. "Come on baby, I know I lied but give it another try, I'll be honest I swear."

"No more lies ?"

"I'll do anything to gain your trust back Daya', no more lies."

She sighed, silently nodding her head.

He put a kiss on the back of her hand, pulling her towards him on his lap and wrapping his arms around her waist, face nuzzling in her neck.

"I'm sorry baby.."

She hesitantly wrapped her arms around his neck, massaging his scalp.

"You slapped me hard though, my cheek is swollen.." He mumbled.

"You put this upon yourself." She answered. "And I'll do it again if you ever open your damn mouth to lie in my face again."

"Mhm I know.. Remember when I asked you if you wanted to travel ?"

She hummed in response, focusing on how much she missed him.

They'll have to work hard to make it work again, but both of them were willing to try.

"Let's go, we need to bond again."

"Aren't you wor-"

"Baram, Dayanah, work.. In this order."

She sighed through her nose, fingers rubbing his nape hair.

She could sense that he was relaxed, his hands under her shirt rubbing her bare back.

"Can we go ?" He asked. "I'm back on my sugar daddy duties.."

"We're not a couple anymore Joon, we're back to dating, I need to trust you to get back to where we were."

"We won't go back to where we were though, because that'd mean that I'll be lying to you which isn't the case.. But okay, we're dating, understood." He answered, nuzzling his face in her neck more. "I missed you so much.."

"As you should."

He snorted looking up at her.

"Oh yeah ?"

"Yeah."

He sighed through his nose, nuzzling his face back in her neck.

He was reassured that even though they weren't completely back together, there was still a door opened, she wasn't closed off to the idea.

He gave her a small peck on the neck, closing his eyes.

"Yeah as I should.."

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(A/N)

daya securing the bag

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