Tired Of It|TK

23 [M]

MAKE ME FORGET

"I think I'm falling for you."

Taehyung felt the tears still burning in his eyes, now heavier and more, his mind not being able to process Jeongguk's confession.

"I like you and you're constantly on my mind.. You're just so special and admirable and fucking amazing, so strong and so beautiful, I..." a small smile grazed Jeongguk's lips, moving one hand up to place it against Taehyung's cheek, in the most gentle way ever. "I just couldn't help it.."

Silent tears rolled down Taehyung's cheeks, as he just looked at Jeongguk- someone he was so thankful to have met. Someone who knows him so well, who cares for him so much. Who listens to him with no limits.

Being with Jeongguk always felt like the first day of spring, so new and refreshing, bloomy, with hope, warmth, comfort- everything a human could wish for after experiencing a stormy winter.

Taehyung's heart hammered in his chest.

"I like you. A lot. And I fucking hate to see you with another guy, I hate to see you so broken because of him and all I wanna do is enclose you in my arms and never let you go until I know that your sadness is over, that all your pain is taken," Jeongguk continued his confession, his own heart making breathing for him hard.

Over these past few days, all his mind and heart were yelling for was Taehyung, the male sitting on his lap right now. He should have known his feelings earlier, why else would he care so much about the brunet? It was all different with Taehyung. Seeing him with Minhyun aggravated him, whereas getting the smallest message from him made him the happiest person alive.

In the end, it was obvious; his care and the feelings inside of him for Taehyung were only growing and growing with every intake of breath.

Getting no response though, Jeongguk sat Taehyung carefully on the couch and stood up, his throat feeling tight.

"I'll get going then."

Taehyung's eyes widened, but no words were able to go past his lips, his mind blank, but heart screaming for Jeongguk.

A forced smile formed on Jeongguk's lips. "See you at school," he said, leaning down to place a small kiss on Taehyung's forehead, making the younger's heart leap in his chest. "Take care, yeah?"

No. No, no, NO! Taehyung's breath hitched as he watched Jeongguk turn towards the door, being about to leave. He didn't want him to go, he didn't want to watch him leave, he can't let him leave.

"Wait!" He finally found his voice and called out for Jeongguk.

The older halted instantly and turned to him. "Yes?"

Trembling lip between his teeth and teary, pleading eyes looking to Jeongguk, Taehyung found it hard to talk. He took a deep breath, composing himself as he stood up too.

"Do it."

Jeongguk just eyed him, confused.

Taehyung wiped his tears away. "Do it, hold me in your arms and never let me go, until all my pain is taken." He looked directly into Jeongguk's eyes who was standing only a few meters in front of him now.

"P-please, do it," he added in a whisper.

Everything felt like it was being recorded in slow motion when Jeongguk crossed the room again, only to cup Taehyung's face in his hands and seal their lips to a desperate kiss. Both instantly closed their eyes, Taehyung not hesitating to do what he wished to have been able to do before. He kissed Jeongguk, with force, with passion.