𝐷𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝐿𝑎𝑛𝑑 ~RoadTrip Oneshots~

𝘼 𝙛𝙡𝙞𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙧 𝙤𝙛 𝙃𝙤𝙥𝙚 💫 ~Jacklyn~

Brook POV
"Maybe we should go on a holiday...just the two of us...you know what I mean"
"Mmm...interesting but I have to check my agenda...you know, I'm a busy man"
"Oh well, if you say yes I'll repay you with something really-"
"Please stop!" I interrupted.
"All of this is making me sick and I'm not drunk enough to handle it"
"You're just jealous..." Andy glared at me.
He has always been the cold type but since he met Sonny, he's all cuddly and soft and disgusting.
"Yeah, cause I want to talk about my plans on fucking my boyfriend in front of my friends too" I rolled my hand eyes, sometimes I can't handle them.
"Someone is in a bad mood..." Sonny whispered but I heard him.
"Well, talking about something else...are you coming to the party?" Andy changed the subject.
I arched my brow at him cause I wasn't aware of any party.
Sonny sipped his drink while making a face and Andy pinched the bridge of his nose.
"What party?"
"Ok...I mean you don't have to come if you don't want to, it's just that-"
"A party for Jack" Sonny cut off his boyfriend mid-sentence.
I tried to stay calm like it was nothing but on the inside, I stopped functioning, my lungs stopped working and my heart was beating way too fast.
I wasn't feeling ok.
"Ok and...?" I managed to say without giving away the fact that I was panicking.
"Well he has been in Norway for almost six months and now that he's coming back, we want to throw a party for him" Andy explained.
"Oh yeah that trip he went to that I found out about just the day before his departure. Yeah, how could I forget about it" I said with a sassy tone.
Andy looked at his boyfriend and I knew what they were thinking about.
"Yeah, I'm still sore about it...so what?!"
Andy sighed then grabbed both my hands.
"Listen...Jack should have told you but it's been six months and you two weren't together anymore when he left..."
"You don't get it. I know we broke up before he left but we promised to stay friends and that nothing would have changed. Then he decided to leave and not tell me. Imagine if Sonny did it..." I rested my back against the chair and took a sip of my beer.
"I know that the breakup was hard for him but it was hard for me too ok?!" I was getting frustrated by the topic.
"Ok...no need to get angry" Sonny stepped in and Andy rested his hand on his shoulder to calm him down.
Jack was Sonny's best mate, still is...
"Well, we are gonna throw the party anyway so if you want to come and move on feel free to...I won't force you ok?" Andy said with a soft tone.
I simply nodded and we carried on with the night.

That night I thought a lot.
I laid in bed and stared at the ceiling for god knows how long.
Jack bought me a star projector cause once I said to him that I love stargazing, mainly before falling asleep.
He always paid attention to the little things and I'm gonna admit it, every night I turn on the projector and while looking at the stars, I think about him.
We didn't fight when we broke up, it was just sad.
Sad because we were perfect, he was my person but I wasn't ok...
I thought I was but all my negative thoughts, my inner voices were killing me and I was killing us.
So we broke up.
I worked on myself since then cause I promised Jack to and I was getting better but when he left, my world fell apart...
I was mad at everything and everyone for no reason and now that he's coming back, I don't know how to feel.
It was all too much so I turned off the projector and nuzzled into my pillow, my eyes focused on the empty spot in bed next to me where he used to lay...

-party night-
I agreed on going to the party, don't really know why but a part of me wanted to be there.
Andy and Sonny organized it at their house and there were more people than I expected.
Jack always had a lot of friends, he loved to socialize and I remember that when we used to date, I always loved looking at him while he talked to people cause he was always so happy and free while doing it...
I thought it was a cool party but I was too nervous to enjoy it.

"You made it!" Andy hugged me as soon as he saw me.
"Here take this and enjoy yourself ok? He should be here any moment" he shoved into my hand a flute of champagne then went to hug and greet other people.
I looked at the bubbles of the drink and repeated to myself 'it's gonna be ok. You're strong enough'.
Then I chugged down the liquid.