𝐷𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝐿𝑎𝑛𝑑 ~RoadTrip Oneshots~

𝑂𝑢𝑟 𝑂𝑤𝑛 𝐵𝑢𝑏𝑏𝑙𝑒 🎈 ~Honny~

Harper POV
"Earth to Harper..."
"Sorry what?"
"You zoned out for like 2 minutes...are you ok?" Sonny asked concerned.
"Nothing" I lied.
"Baby...we've been together for a whole year and you're a terrible liar, probably the worst. What is it?" He sat on the bed right in front of me.
"...I'm scared...I know it's the right thing to do but what if they hate on me and I end up alone? Without friends? I can't handle that..." I confessed looking at anything but Sonny.
I know it's stupid and completely irrational but in my head it makes sense.
"Listen to me" he grabbed my hands.
"You're gonna be fine, we are gonna be fine. Nothing bad will happen and if something happens you will always have me ok? I'm not leaving you"
I knew he was being sincere cause Sonny never lied to me so I decided to trust him and go for it.
"Ok, I'll drive you there and will wait for you outside. If you need me I'll be there" Sonny said and with that, we left.

My friends are the only family that I have so their support it's important to me, more than anything.
When Sonny stopped the car right in front of the house, I gulped loudly.
I just need to go and do it, not that complicated right?
When I stepped into the apartment my heart was beating way too fast but once I saw my best friend Dave, I calmed down.
"Mate!" He hugged me and I had a good feeling for a moment.
"Come in. We were just chilling. I missed you, it seems like it has been forever since the last time I saw you" he patted my back.
I smiled at him and joined the others on the couch.
We chatted for a bit and I truly missed it.
Since I moved in with Sonny, our group hasn't been the same but not because of Sonny.
I decided that it was best to keep the two things separate cause I wasn't ready to tell them, so actually it was my fault.

"Guys...I have something to say..." I interrupted Dave's story halfway through.
Silence fell in the room and I felt everyone's eyes on me.
"Ok...so...shit I don't really know how to start"
My hands were sweating.
"You're getting married?" Cleo asked.
"No- I'm not but I'm...with someone right now..."
It was harder than I expected.
"Ok so who is the lucky girl?" Michael asked smirking.
"Emm...it's actually a boy...I have a boyfriend..."
No one dared to say a word as there was a spell in the room that didn't let them talk.
"But I'm not...gay...I mean- yeah I'm attracted to men but I- I identify myself as pansexual"
Now the truth was out but the silence was still there between us.
I didn't know what to do...honestly, I didn't expect them to stay quiet.
A couple of them shifted uncomfortably in their seats.
"I- I wanted to tell you guys before but I wasn't ready..." I managed to say hoping that it could get rid of the weird mood in the room.
Their silence was killing me inside.
Then Dave cleared his throat and I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding.
"Well...I don't know the others but em...I'm kinda confused. You do you obviously but I don't really know what to say. That's why you've been so distant?...you changed..."
I stared at him and said nothing.
He was looking at me like I was a stranger and not his childhood best friend.
But he was joking, right?
I've been hiding all this time and now that I found the courage to be myself he has the nerve to say that I changed!?
I couldn't take it anymore so I just left.

Once I stepped outside the building, I just let it go.
I felt like a huge weight was pressing on my chest and hot tears rolled down my cheeks, they didn't stop.

Sonny POV
While I waited patiently for Harper I listened to some music, played with my phone, counted how many cars passed by and looked at the clouds in the sky.
He was taking forever and I was a bit worried but I had faith in the universe.
After a while I saw someone stumbling out and keeling on the ground, it was Harper.
I rushed out of the car and kneeled right in front of him.
"What happened?" I was thinking about the worst obviously but still, I hoped it wasn't that bad.
"They...they don't-" he couldn't even finish the sentence.
"Shh...I'm here now...I'm here..." I engulfed him almost like I wanted to protect him but the damage was already done.