𝐷𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝐿𝑎𝑛𝑑 ~RoadTrip Oneshots~

ᗷᗩTᕼᖇOOᗰ walls ~Marvey~

TW: schizophrenia (got the info online so sorry if they aren't 100% accurate)

Based on the movie 'Bathroom walls'

This one is a bit long so buckle up xxx

Harvey POV
"You have to breathe in...and out...life is a gift and our body is a temple so stress is not welcome here..."
"Maybe we could give Mr. Stanley a lesson..."
"No Zed and put that baseball bat away. You can finish the test and I'm sure you're gonna do great" Emily said with a huge smile.
I sighed heavily and rested my head on the desk.
I didn't know what was going on, who those people were and why I was the only one able to see them, there were too many sounds and my head was hurting.
So that's how I found out I had schizophrenia.

It's not that bad...if I take my pills obviously but I learned how to handle it for the majority of the time, kinda...
At least I'm never alone...I guess...
James is the zen one, he is always so calm that it's contagious.
But the whole incense shit sometimes is a bit too much.
Then there's Zed, he is the aggressive one.
He's not mean just overprotective and obsessed with justice so don't mess up with him cause yeah he is still a product of my mind but I can't stop him.
Then we have Emily...she is the one that balances everything out.
She's like a big sister, always there to make sure I'm ok and stuff even tho whenever I see her it is a synonym of 'you can have an attack any moment!'.
I had some serious breakdowns tho so I had to change a couple of schools but what am I supposed to do?
I kinda learned to accept the thing even tho it's not always easy.

"Honey, today you have to talk to the principal and don't forget your pills" mum said while pouring some coffee in her mug.
"Yeah yeah" I wasn't actually listening to her but she's always happy when I act as I do so...
I kissed her cheek then left to go to school.

This is like the third one that I changed in less then 2 years, which is a lot but hey it wasn't my fault.
I stared at my pills for a second before putting them back into my pocket, they don't work anyway...
"Oh my god, a new school!!" Emily was like a kid in a candy shop.
I smiled at her excitement and walked inside trying to avoid everyone.
"This place has a good energy" James said breathing in the air of the hallway, which honestly didn't have a good smell at all.
I wish I could have said something back to them but I didn't want to drag any attention on me, not on the first day.

The encounter with the principal was useless since he told me the same things like 'we care about your health' 'it's a safe space' and blah blah blah.
I was honestly already tired of this place, I needed a break.

I found the bathroom empty, thank god so I rested my back against the wall and sliced down.
"I don't like the smell of this place" James pinched his nose.
"It's a school bathroom J..."
"Harv don't go near any Molly...apparently she's a hoe" Emily pointed at a bold writing on the wall.
I closed my eyes, I needed silence.
"If someone bullies you..."
"Zed it's ok. I think he's just tired" Emily stepped in.
"Thanks, Em...I just wanna go home"
It was a shitty day, I felt like shit and felt the presence of an attack around the corner.
"Take your pills even tho I don't think they are vegan" James smiled.
I took them out of my pocket and contemplated if I should do it or not.
I mean they don't usually work but since they are brand new maybe...but they can have some side effects...fuck it.
I chugged them down and drank some water from the faucet.

I looked at the reflection in the mirror then closed my eyes, I knew that they wouldn't have worked.
"Are you ok?"
"I knew it wasn't gonna work" I replied turning around but I jumped at the sight.
It wasn't James or Zed but a guy...a real one...
"Sorry didn't mean to scare you but you were talking alone and didn't want to disturb you" the guy said leaning against the bathroom stall.
"I- it's complicated...I promise I'm not a weirdo...maybe" I whispered the last part.
"Ok...I'm Mikey by the way"
"Harvey"
"Are you new?"
"Yeah..."
"Needed a break?"
"Yeah. The principal was a pain in the ass"
Mikey nodded then went to leave the bathroom.