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Avoiding🔞

"Yahh hyunggg!"

Giggles were heard all over the room as Jongho and Seonghwa laughed for god knows what for probably 100th time.

All 8 of them sat in the living room, drinking coffee and just having usual talks. Well not Woosan--who were arguing about changing the sheets.

It has been like that for a few days already, everyone seemed alright and happy.

Exept for Yeosang, who was watching them from a couch felt a bit hurt.

He liked Jongho for almost 2 years, but didn't have any kind of confidence to tell the other.
They were literally like best friends.

Don't get him wrong, Jongho could do what he wanted. Yeosang didn't mind it at all, but nowdays they don't even talk to each other and it really did hurt him since Jongho was the person who he trusts a lot.

Looking down at his cup if coffee with a frown, he silently stood up and grabbed his skateboard that was on the wall.

"Hey! Where you going?" Hongjoong asked him, making the other's turn to look at him also.

"Uh..just gonna out a bit.." he mumbled.

The leader narrowed his eyes and looked at him. He was worried for Yeosang who just looked down.

"Are you ok? I am here if you want to talk about something.."

"No no, I'm fine. I just want some fresh air..yeah.." Yeosang answered and awkwardly smiled.

"Hm..okay, just don't stay out for too long."

"Yeah, J won't."

That was the conversation he had with them for a whole week, because he went out everyday around 8pm and he would come back at like 11pm or even at 12 when everyone was asleep.

Yeosang left the dorm with his earphones plugged in and hoodie on.

He skated through the city for almost 3 hours, being in a park then going to the small grocery shop to buy water and something to eat.

Sometimes, he would just go to the skate park and talk to some people there, skate and have fun. He tried not to think of Jongho as much as he could.

Finally he stopping on a bridge where he saw the beautiful sunset. The sky was purple yellow-ish as the sound of the waves hitting the rocks was heared.

All of a sudden, 'hate that..' by Key and Taeyeon started playing on his phone.

He couldn't help but avert his thoughts on Seonghwa and Jongho again.

'And I hate that I hate that you're happy without me.'

Yeosang knew he shouldn't feel this way, specially to his members. He can't help but let out a tear, following with sobs. Sighing, he tried to stop but he couldn't.

When he calmed down a bit, his phone flashed, showing it was 10pm.

I should head back... Yeosang thought and bit the inside of his cheek.

He didn't want to go back and get hurt by seeing Seonghwa and Jongho being all lovely-dovely together.

For another 2 hours, he sat there watching the sea when his phone lit up, seeing a notification.

'Missed call: Hongjoong (3)'

Sighing, Yeosang locked his phone and headed back to the dorm in hope everyone were asleep. He lightly shutted the door and leaved the skateboard next to it, turning on a lights.

"Where were you?"

Sighing, Yeosang didn't turn around to face Jongho. Instead, he tried going upstairs into his room.