𝐎𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬 | 𝐂.𝐉𝐇 𝐱 𝐊.𝐘𝐒 ✓

It's gonna be okay🌸

"Oh my god! Did you hear the highnote Jongho hit today? It was amazing! No one could do it like him!"

"Yes! I am so proud of Mingi!"

"Yunho is so handsome and cute at the same time!"

Everything was about them. None of it was about Yeosang.

It's not that Yeosang wasn't proud of his members. He was, a lot actually.

But ever since their debut, he didn't have lines and people would often call him 'weak' and other names.

It made Yeosang's confidence pretty small. He was usually a shy person but it made him even more shy now.

Jongho, his boyfriend knew that he wasn't okay. Even though Yeosang said he was fine because he didn't want for younger to worry.

Yeosang stayed quiet most of the time during their online concert while other members were cheering and laughing.

And once again, no comments were about him.

"Hongjoong looks so pretty!"

"Omg Sannn!"

"Woo's hair is something else!"

"Wow Seonghwa's outfit!"

"Jongho can you sing Dazzling light for us? Pleaseee!"

Yeosang tried his best not to cry right there, but he didn't want people to call him weak again.

"Hey Sangie! You okay?" Wooyoung's voice cut off his thoughts.

"U-uh..yeah.." he slowly said, voice cracking.

"Are you sure?" Wooyoung asked.

Yeosang nodded and looked down on his shoes, trying to hide his tears. He really didn't want to cry. It would be even worse.

The rest of the concert went all right, but Jongho couldn't miss the sour face on his boyfriends face.

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"Good job guys! It felt amazing to talk to atinys again!" Hongjoong said once they finished eating.

They were now in their dorm, Yeosang still having a sour look on his face and a hood over his head while his eyes were burning a bit. Jongho tried to reach him but didn't since others were there also.

Once they cleaned up they went to sleep.

"Good night hyungs!" Jongho said as he walked down the hallway to the room he shared with his boyfriend.

Once he came in, he didn't see older male anywhere.

He is probably in the bathroom..

Just as he changed his clothes, pulling a shirt over his head when a soft sniff cut off the silence.

He turned around and there he saw Yeosang whose head was buried in a pillow.

"Baby?.." Jongho said and came closer, sitting beside him.

"I-I'm fi-fine.." he said and hiccuped.

"Hey..talk to me, I know you are not okay." The maknae said and pulled the covers off his head.

"D-don't worry.."

"Honey..look at me, please?"

It took Yeosang a few moments to finally look up and turn to see the younger who had a worried look on his face.

"What's wrong? Don't lie to me."

Yeosang sniffled a bit and looked down until Jongho cupped his cheeks and looked him in the eyes.

"Hm?"

"It's just..I feel like e-everyone hates me..people t-talk about you guys but never me.."

Jongho sighed, a small smile was on his lips. That's exactly what he was worried about. He hated people who hated Yeosang.

"Hey..let me tell you something.."

He leaned a bit closer.

"You have no reason to be insecure about yourself..you look amazing. You can sing, dance, rap, ride skateboard, draw and many other things. And your visuals, oh god.

You look amazing. Those brown eyes and that clear skin. Don't let me talk about your lips that taste so sweet every single time I taste them."

Yeosang finally stopped crying and blushed a bit, avoiding Jongho's gaze.

"Your body? Sweetie, You look wonderful. That hours at the gym really paid off."

He bit his lower lip as the male smiled at him.

"I'm telling you for real. I know self-love doesn't just come, and I will try my best for you to feel safe and loved, okay?" Jongho said and kissed his cheek.

"Don't cry, you don't deserve it."

Yeosang finally smiled and hugged Jongho who hugged back, of course.

"What did I do to deserve you?.." the older male whispered.

"No, what did I do to deserve you?" Jongho said and pulled away.

Yeosang smiled again and connected their foreheads, their lips soon following.

They went back into a position that they were a few moments ago, Jongho rubbing Yeosang's back.

"It's going to be okay, baby.." he whispered.

"I love you so much Jongho.."

"I love you too.."

They fell asleep in each other's hands, Jongho quietly singing 'Don't wanna cry' by Seventeen while nosing into Yeosang's black hair.