𝐎𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬 | 𝐂.𝐉𝐇 𝐱 𝐊.𝐘𝐒 ✓

Scars🥀

(Self-harm, happy ending though)

Jongho never had anyone in his life.

Both of his parents were alcoholics. They abused him by saying slurs, beating him up and some more gross things all his life. He also didn't have any siblings and they blamed it on him.

In school, he was described as an emo kid who had literally only one friend called San. Many people thought they were brothers since they were too close and had the same last name.

San was protecting Jongho as much as he could, and he knew younger male trusted him with his own life to the point he showed San his scars. And his hyung being an emotional person he is, so he couldn't let him down to do it all alone.

They went through it together but San had his own life as well as Wooyoung, his boyfriend of 3 years.

San started spending more time with his boyfriend, but also spent time with Jongho. But couldn't do it alone.

Jongho needed someone in his life who will love him and appreciate him.

Until Yeosang came in his life.

They met at the school since Yeosang was a new student, at first Jongho thought he was annoying little bitch who would make fun of him but gave up on that idea when he saw how Yeosang didn't want to give up on him.

He tried pushing him away, saying weird things and doing weird stuff so he would just leave him alone. But Yeosang never gave up.

Instead, he tried helping Jongho with everything. No matter was it school or something private.

Jongho actually felt comfortable around Yeosang. The way he spoke and the tiny lisp he had was making things even more adorable. Thanks to him, Jongho had more confidence in himself and even decided to start going to gym together.

They became close to that point where Jongho showed his scars, and by Yeosang's reaction, he knew he wouldn't leave him.

They cried together when Jongho finally became comfortable around him and Yeosang couldn't be more happier.

And just as they both thought it would be better, Jongho's thoughts decided they would go back to their original state when he read the text his dad sent him.

Unknown:
You are useless, Jongho. I'm glad you left.

Why? Just why?

He is right, you are just an useless piece of trash.

He couldn't help but cry his eyes out for a few hours before getting up and going to bathroom.

He looked himself in eyes and sighed before getting a blade and keeping it in his hand.

Tears slowly started to fall out as he slid the blade near his veins, blood going out immediately. Jongho continued to sob as Yeosang, who worriedly sighed when he saw Jongho didn't answer his texts and calls.

He literally rushed out after waiting for about 10 minutes, knowing it was weird for younger not to answer.

Something is not okay.

He ran to Jongho's apartment as fast as he could. Yes, he got his own apartment now with Yeosang's help as well as his own job.

Yeosang panted out as he finally came to Jongho's apartment, loudly knocking in hope the younger would answer.

"Jongho please!"

No answer.

Yeosang sighed as he quickly opened the door and came inside, swiping his head around, trying to see Jongho.

"Jongho!" He yelled through the apartment, looking in every room of the small apartment.

"Oh no.." he nervously mumbled as he almost ran to the door, snapping it open only to see the view he never wanted to see.

Jongho was crying, the blade in his left hand as the right one was covered in blood.

"What are you doing?!?"

Yeosang rushed to him and grabbed the thing out of Jongho's hand before pulling it underwater.

The scars weren't too deep thankfully and that was probably the most tense moment of Yeosang's life.

"Why? Why did you do this again?.." he mumbled out with tears falling out of his eyes as he wrapped an towel around Jongho's wrist, pulling him into his bedroom and sitting him down on bed while he looked for the first aid kit.

"Why did you come here?.." Jongho mumbled
while Yeosang wrapped the bandage around his wrist, the tears still falling out of his eyes.

"What do you mean why?! Jongho, you didn't answer my texts and calls! I knew something was wrong and I came here!"

"No..you should let me di-"

"Do you even hear yourself what are you saying?!? Jongho, if you die I would be broken! San would be broken! Don't you understand that?" Yeosang yelled at him while crying.

Jongho shook his head and started crying even harder.

Maybe Yeosang was right. He can't just leave San and him alone. He knew how much it would hurt them if he just left.

Yeosang kneeled on the floor in front of him and cupped his cheeks, making Jongho look up in his eyes.

"Jongho, don't leave me..don't leave San. We care about you."

The younger gulped and bit his lip, nodding slowly before pulling Yeosang into a tight hug, burying his face in soft skin on his stomach while they both cried.

"I hate to say it, but Jongho, you need professional help. I promise I would be by your side whatever happens."

Jongho stayed quiet for a few moments before nodding slowly, hugging Yeosang even tighter.

"It's going to be okay.." the older mumbled out.

"It's going to be okay.."

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Months flew by, and Jongho slowly got better and happier. He also went to see psychologist every week.

"Hey baby." Yeosang greeted him with a kiss on the cheek when he came to pick Jongho up from their session.

"Mm.. hey"

"How was your session?"

"It was fine, you know, as usual."

They chuckled together, walking back to their car with their fingers intertwined.

"You wanna go out for dinner tonight?" Jongho asked with a small pout on his lips.

"Yeah, sure. You are adorable by the way."

"No! You are! Your cute face and the way you blush every time I say a comment about you is even more adorable!"

"Mmmmm...shut up!"

"Nope!"

They continued the ride with Jongho praising Yeosang and him blushing on it.

Jongho finally found himself, in Yeosang.