PUISSANCE • 𝔄 𝔏𝔞𝔪𝔢𝔩𝔬 𝔅𝔞𝔩𝔩 𝔖𝔱𝔬𝔯𝔶 • (discontinued)

Fresh

August 24th

"There's some things that we should talk about now that we're back on good terms.."

It was two days after Melo's birthday. We decided to meet for lunch and actually talk. It's very much needed, we need to establish a few things and put other things to rest.

"I agree." I shook my head picking at my salad. "There was a lot of mess on both sides."

"I just want to say that I'm sorry for keeping anything from you. I shouldn't have. I should have told you everything. I should have told you when Ashley came and visited me in the hospital. I should have told you that she was still trying to keep in touch with me. It is never my intention to hurt you in any way. I love you, forreal. I never felt the way I have about you with anyone and moving forward I will try my best to not fall into old habits."

I placed my hand over his caressing it, giving a smile.

"I'm sorry, too. I realize how much of a hypocrite I was when it came to my ex and thinking back on the situation I can see why you were so upset. I was too caught up in me to see things from your perspective but just know that nobody compares to you. I don't look at anyone the way I look at you and there is absolutely no one from my past that you have to worry about."

"I did act like a dickhead though, and I regret what I said during our argument too. You nothing like Ashley, you're a hundred times better and it shouldn't have even came out of my mouth. Hurting you like that...I don't know why I did."

"I forgive you baby. I do. But don't you ever say some shit like that to me ever again." I said strongly. Just thinking back to it made the feeling I felt when those words came out of his mouth come back. I didn't ever want to feel that way again. A look of guilt flushed over his face then went back to normal.

"Moving forward we should be more honest and understanding with each other. Talk about things when we need to, don't be too quick to jump to conclusions..." He gave a little nod of agreement but didn't say much of anything, pretty much just staring into my face.

"LaMelo you got that?" I snapped in front of his face trying to call off his attention on staring at mine.

He just smirked.

"I heard everything you said and I agree 100%. I just..really missed things being good. And I missed you, and your face, and your lips, and your other lips-" I put my hand up immediately before he continued.

"Melo I just gave you birthday sex a few days ago and we are in public!" I put on a stern face but I was really smiling on the inside. I missed him too.

He didn't take me seriously though, he licked his lips and grinned. My eyes followed his tongue by habit.

"C'mere" he said, well more like ordered, and I happily obliged leaning forward over the table and my long forgotten salad. He didn't hesitate to put his lips on mine. We moved in sync, our tongues exploring each other's mouths. He slyly put a hand around my neck and deepened the kiss even more. I almost forgot that we were in public.

I was the one that pulled away and broke the kiss.

"Alright we can't just fuck on the table you need to calm yourself." I put the blame on him for our antics pulling out my lip gloss to put more on.

" You sure ain't object to any of it Xi" He said cockily.

"ANYWAY" I rolled my eyes. "That girl.." I refused to say that hoe name. "Did you ever talk to her and tell her to finally leave you and us the hell alone?"

"Don't worry about her, K? We're good and she's not fucking up anything else in my life ever again." He said reassuringly. I didn't really feel any different about it though. From his answer and the events which occurred I assumed that the first sit down didn't work so he definitely didn't try a second time. She's crazy. But it's whatever I'm not sweating it now I have other things to focus on.

"Okay" I smiled. "Let's go now I gotta go meet the girls back at my house."

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I got back home from my lunch with Melo and was now sitting in my room with Jess and Kamora doing not much of anything.

"So I'm assuming that you and that big headed ass nigga are sunshine and rainbows now?" Jessica asked while she played with the various make up items at my vanity.

"Yeah we set things straight."

"That's great because if he ever puts you through some crap again y'all gone have to lock me up." she said with a sadistic smile on her face.

"I believe her.." Kamora laughed nodding her head. "Just hoping Ashley is handled."

Me too.

"Guysssssss school starts in 4 days are we ready?" Jess shouted out.

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Melo

After I dropped Xia off I got a call from my dad when I was on my way back home, turns out he had some news for me. It was some news forreal. I was real happy to hear it but I couldn't fully be happy about it because I know I have to tell Xia and I don't know how she's going to take it.

Things moved so fast between us and I didn't expect it to, even tried to stop it. We said I love you. I don't regret a damn thing about it because I know she's different, she's good. This is where I want to be at. It's just that I don't want this to be another problem. We just got good again..

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Xia

I completely done forgot about school, it feels like I just left. Maybe because I was only there for 3 and a half months. When Jess brought it up I already felt the stress. This is senior year, the last stride. I not only have to focus but I want to have fun. The only people I really know are the people I've been hangin' with all summer so it should be easy to avoid drama right? I'm just gonna focus on Me, my relationship, my girls, and school. It should all go smoothly.