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[ continuing past ] —
Max walks In, looks at us and walks back out.
"What did i just do!!" I scream and start crying. Warm, hot tears run down my face as i push hero off of me and get down from the counter.
"Baby it's ok, he's probably to drunk to even realize it was us." he's so comforting and sweet. why am i even dating max? he's a jerk and only cares about himself.
"But what if he did realize it was us, he's gonna kill me." I cry harder, "I don't even know why i'm dating him, me and you have been hooking up for months now and he doesn't even care about me." i say sobbing.
"Who cares if he caught us, he doesn't even care about you. I care about you. Your beautiful, smart, loving, and you deserve to have someone who treats you right.. someone like me for example." he says with a grin on his face. He holds my face in his palms and i give him a smile.
"Thank you, your so sweet even with times like this." i give him a big hug, he wraps his arms around my waist and i wrap mine around his neck. He smells wonderful, even when he's sweaty it's the perfect smell that i can never get enough of.
"Of course babe, you know how much i love you." he whispers in my ear, my heart bursts geese i love this man.
"We better get out there," hero states. "I know your scared but let's just see what happens, like i said he might have not even noticed it was us."
we get dressed, he gives me a soft kiss on the lips, and we walk out. There all still playing card games, max looks like he did before he walked in on us which is a good sign.
"Hey guys, sorry for taking so long we had to find someone to get us toilet paper." hero lies, thank goodness. Let's just see if max believes it.
"So you guys weren't in the bathroom?" max asks. shit shit shit.
"Jo was in the stall, i went out to find someone." hero says, i guess this is a good thing we're both actors.
"Oh thank goodness i saw people fucking in the bathroom and i thought it was you guys." he laughs his obnoxious laugh. why am i even with him.
"Oh god no." we both say at the same time, we all laugh. Me and hero's laugh being fake of course.
We all head back to the vacation house. hero, morgz, and felix all go to there rooms. Why did i have to share a room with max again? If i had my own room i would sneak into hero's. i really miss him and it's only been 30 minutes since we had sex. We get in bed, i lay as far away from him as i can.
"Hey baby." he says and wraps his arms around my waist. I need to go along with this, if i act disgusted he will know somethings up, but i am not having sex with him.
"Babe i'm tired, not tonight." he's still drunk, i pretty much sobered up from me and hero's fuck session in the bathroom. I remove his hand from my body and suddenly he rolls my body under his and pins my hands to the mattress.
"Max no im tired!!" i scream at him
"No i need to fuck you." he slurs
he pins my hands down with his one hand and covers my mouth with the other. i cant breathe.
"MAX STOP!!!" i try to scream under his hand but it all comes out as muffles. i feel as i may pass out from his assault. He slides into me,
all i feel is pain. he pins my whole body down while i try to scream for help. I bang on the bed to try and make some type of noise and the lamp falls off of the side table. Hero runs in, max still assaulting me.
"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING TO HER" he screams.
"hero help!" i can barely breathe. He pushes max off of me and punches him until he falls onto the floor, hero bangs his head against the hard floor. I cant move. After max is passed out onto the floor hero moves to the bed and covers me up with a blanket, picking me up in his arms. He starts crying.
"I'm so sorry this happened to you baby, it's all my fault." I fall asleep.. or pass out. I don't really remember. I wake up in the hospital.
I have a breathing tube on me, I see my mom and dad talking to one of the nurses. Hero notices my awakening and rushes over to me.
"baby omg baby i'm so sorry this is all my fault i should have been there, i should have never let you stay with him, it's all my fault." his eyes are bloodshot, spilling warm tears out of them.
"it's not your fault hero." I say, it coming out as a whisper.
[ present time ]
"It's not your fault.. you had every reason to be mad and It was good you left me like that.. i deserved it." I say and start bawling. I tried not to think about it for years, but after seeing hero it feels so right to talk about it.
"Don't ever say it's your fault. ever. you didn't deserve that especially at 16, a sweet fun girl like you should never have to go thru that i'm so sorry." his tears keep spilling out, i hug him. hard.
"I promise you it was never ever your fault. Please let's just keep what happened in the past, in the past. i don't wanna think about it anymore." i say into his neck.
"Thank you. I don't wanna have to think about that ever again." he sniffles, grabbing my hair and squeezing it still hugging me. "I missed you so much." he adds.
"I missed you too, so much."
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golden fears
Romance- herophine fan fiction [ mature content ] ❥ Hero Fiennes Tiffin a boy with many secrets, lives with his friends Feliz and Morgz in an apartment In L.A., they suddenly go into lockdown and Josephine, a social butterfly needs a place to stay. Her and...
