golden fears

15 - will you let me

josephines pov-

"what? jo no, i swear to you when i say this. it was amazing, you are amazing. it was the best i had ever had and before you even say anything, i don't like those other girls how i like you, i feel the same way... i also felt at home being with you again." i start bawling in his arms

"baby why are you crying"

"because i'm scared." i lean up from his warm neck and look into his eyes.

"jo, i'm gonna need a more detailed explanation. what's wrong baby, come on i'll bring you back downstairs and we can talk." we both grab our cups of coffee and he carries me down the stairs. we both sit on the couch-bed, laying down facing each other under the covers.

"umm.. well. i'm scared your gonna leave me again like you did when we were younger. i don't wanna be your "hookup buddy" or "friends with benefits" type of thing. and i know you don't date so maybe i should just- " he cuts me off by giving me a light kiss on my lips. "i promise you, i am never leaving you. ever," he grabs my hand in his and squeezes gently. "i don't want anyone else, why would i want some scum when i have a beautiful Aussie girl in front of my face." we both smile as he wipes the tears off my face. he leans into me, our noses and foreheads touching. "i want to be with you, how can you not see that." he whispers. i feel like jello, did i hear him correctly??

[ j ] "w-what?"
[ h ] "i want to be with you baby."
[ j ] "really?"
[ h ] "yes, really. i wanna take you on a date tonight. will you let me?"
[ j ] "of course."

"i cant lay sit still here with your boobs out baby." i giggle and he starts laughing with his cute dimples showing.

"well what are you gonna do about it." i fight back.

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hi besties i decided i'm just gonna make the chapters short bc for some reason i can't make them long but the good thing is i'll be able to post them sooner <3