golden fears

5 - please.

josephines pov —

I hope he's ok. I need to get my mind off this. After i unpack all of my belongings I put on a light pink sports bra, and matching yoga pants to go with it, and my hair up in a messy bun.

When i walk down to the kitchen It smells delicious. Now that i think about it i haven't ate today and it's 6:00pm.

"Hey aussie we ordered some pizza, hope that's ok for dinner." Morgz says as he puts some on a plate.

"Oh yes of course It smells delicious, i'm gonna go for a run save some for me?"

"You got it beautiful."

i love morgz, not in a way you may be thinking. Ive always been the closest with him, he's like a big brother to me. He's so sweet and always used to beat up pervert boys for me when we were 16. I miss it.

I don't see Hero In the living room, I look up the stairs and see his door shut with the lights off. Before i can stop myself i'm at his door knocking.

"Hero?"
"Hero?" i say another time

I slowly open the door, seeing him by the big windows looking at the view with ear buds In. He looks worried, I need to know If he's ok.

"Hero?" i say as i sit across from him on the bay window. He takes his ear buds out and looks at me, then out to the windows again.

"I'm sorry for barging in, i knocked but you didn't answer so i.. umm.." I don't know why I'm so nervous, i feel as i may cry this exact moment.

"It's fine." he says with a plain expression.

"Are things okay?"

"Yeah why wouldn't they be."

"Right, i shouldn't have came in here I'm gonna go.."

Once i get up he grabs my arm and pulls me to sit back down. "I'm sorry." He says, "Things aren't okay i really need to talk to you."

"Of course.. I need to talk to you to."

" I just cant get what I did to you out of my head. Ever since i knew you were coming i just can't stop thinking about it. All i think of when i see you is your face after i left you there... when.." He starts tearing up. I cant stand seeing him sad.

"Hey, hey, don't cry." I say rubbing the tears off of his cheeks the same time my eyes fill with tears.

"It's not your fault.. you had every reason to be mad and It was good you left me like that.. i deserved it." I say and start bawling. I tried not to think about it for years, but after seeing hero it feels so right to talk about it.

Before more happens, your probably wondering what happened.

When we were 16 the four of us and my boyfriend at the time, max went down to a bar 20 minutes away from where we were staying at me and heros parents vacation house.

We used to get into so much trouble. We snuck into the bar and got super drunk. We had a blast everything was going great, until i had to go to the bathroom. They didn't want me going alone because of the pervert old men in the bar. Morgz, Felix, and Max were to busy playing card games so hero took me to the bathroom. Me and hero were the drunkest out of our whole group, so it probably wasn't a good idea that he was the one taking me to the bathroom. "Hero" I say as i wash my hands while his back is leaning against the counter.

"Yeah baby." God his British accent is hot.

"I need help washing my hands." I say as i burst out laughing.

" Here babe." He stands behind me, laps his hands over mine and slowly helps me wash my hands. Feeling frisky i back my behind into him. He takes a sharp breath, removes his hands from mine and moves them to my hips. He slowly and seductively grinds my ass against his erection. I instantly feel him harden against me, i turn my head, he leans into me and i hungrily kiss him. He laps his warm lips over mine as i feel his tounge sneak into my mouth, lapping mine over and over again. I bite and suck his lip hard, i let out a moan. Feeling embarrassed until he moans after me. God do i want to fuck him, then suddenly realize i have a boyfriend.

"Hero stop." I say breathing heavy against his mouth.

"I cant jo.. your so fucking sexy."

I grab his hand and lead them to my pants. He unbuttons my jeans and fastly sneaks his hard rough fingers into my front. I let out a loud moan as he grabs my moisture, brining it to his lips. I watch him in the mirror, slowly sucking his fingers.

"Your already fucking soaking wet." he whispers into my ear, "Ive always wanted to know what you taste like, so fucking good."

"please fuck me." i whisper to him

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, please fuck me i need you."

That's all it takes, he spins me around and lifts me onto the counter. he rushes to my neck, bites and sucks bites and sucks, sure to leave a hickey. I grab his erection, "fuck." he moans into my neck. He removes my hand and pulls my jeans and panties down, the same time as i unbutton his jeans and grab the condom i saw him put in his back pocket before we left. He takes it from my hands and puts it on as fast as he can. He leans his for-head to mine, our noses touching as he pushes into me and we both make loud gasps. "Oh god" I moan into his mouth as he kisses me to keep my moans muffled and not as loud. "Your so fucking right baby, you feel so good. Shit" he moans, even louder than me. He bangs me into the counter all i can hear is our moans combined and the sounds of our bodies smacking together. "Faster, harder." I tell him. He does just that, he's so good at this i could do this for hours. "Fuck baby are you close i'm gonna cum any minute." He yanks my shirt down sucking and biting my breasts. "Yeah." I moan, I can barely speak right now. We both finish at the exact same time, twitching and shaking as we reach our high, him telling me how beautiful i am.

Once he's about to pull out someone walks In ... it's Max.