golden fears

7- tell me how it feels

heros pov —

I feel as a huge weight has been lifted off my chest. After we talked we both headed to bed. I cant believe shes here, my childhood crush.

I cant sleep, I know just the perfect thing to do. smoke a joint.

josephines pov —

i've been tossing and turning for hours, i'm not used to L.A. time, I've only been here for a day. When i look at my phone it's 3am. I need to be up in 5 hours for work. Fuck me. I decide to go downstairs to see if there's leftover pizza, i got so caught up talking to hero i didn't eat. I walk past hero's room, he's not in there. Where is he??

I quietly walk down the stairs not wanting to wake anyone up. I see the pizza on a plate next to a note, from morgz and felix.

jo and hero,
me and felix went out of town for the night,
-morgz

I scarf down my pizza, and as i'm eating i see hero on the balcony. What is he doing? I open the slide door, he has a joint in his hand.

"Shit hey, i hope it's okay i'm smoking." why does it matter what i think? I sit in one of the chairs right next to him.

"Oh no it's totally fine, can i try? I cant sleep."

"Are you sure? have you ever smoked a joint before?" he says, not judging me but in a curious tone.

"No, can you show me how?" i'm nervous, out of all the things i've done younger i surprisingly have never smoked.

"Here we'll try smoking another time, i'll show you a different way since it's 2 in the morning." he says with a laugh.

I nod, what is he gonna do? He grabs my hand leading me to stand up. "I'm gonna breathe it into your mouth, ok?"

"ok." i take a hard swallow. He puts the joint in his mouth a and breathes in, he grabs my chin and lifts my head up to meet his mouth. I part my lips are mouths almost touching. He breathes out and i breath in, our lips touch just barely. i need more of him.

He does it a few more times, each time i crave more and more of him. I feel so good, relaxed and horny. We go inside after a while, us both as hungry as bears. I sit on the counter as hero crabs snacks out of the fridge, we decide on eating chips and dip.

"This taste so good." I say in a moaning tone, giggling and hero laughing.

"I told you everything taste better buzzed." he laughs with a huge grin on his face.

"Can i try something?" I say, i'm much more confident high and i love it. Hero nods.

I grab the joint off the counter and smoke it, it's not that bad, i cough a few times but after i get used to it i lead hero to stand in front of me. He stands in between my legs, with his hands on my thighs. I take a puff from the joint and grab his shirt, i put my hand on his jaw and he leads his hands from my thighs to my waist. I blow the dazing smoke into his mouth, he breathes it in easily. He pulls his head back by barely an inch, moves his mouth to my ear, and whispers "that was so fucking hot jo." I cant take it anymore, his hot deep voice, his prince hair, his soft lips.... He pulls back, his face still directly in mine. I crash my lips into his as he moans in relief which causes a moan back from me.

His warm soft lips lap over mine, his tongue sneaking in. Just like old times. He starts kissing down my neck, i lean my head sideways so he can get more access. "I need you hero" I moan. He lifts my shirt off and pulls my bra down, "holy fuck." he pulls back, licks his lips and dives into my breasts. His mouth leads down and he stops at my belly button, he pulls my shorts down making my light pink lacy underwear show. "I cant get enough of you jo." I practically scream as he takes my underwear off and dives between my legs, his tongue laps around my center. He knows just the right spot.

"Oh god Hero."

"Tell me how it feels." he grunts and moves back in between my thighs.

i pull on his hair, finally getting to know what it feels like. "So good hero, so fucking good." I scream. He moans in between my legs, when i look down he's touching himself holy shit that's it for me.

" I'm almost- "

"Cum for me baby," and that's it, i release all over his wet tongue.

He lifts his head up, smirks at me then puts his fingers over my center, scooping my wetness and bringing it to his mouth "So fucking good." I feel as i may cum again.

i grab his shirt and lift him to my face, "i really wanna fuck you, but I just got here a few hours ago." I state. Instead of him being disappointed he kisses me and puts my clothes back on my body.

"I will wait till the day your ready to fuck you baby." he whispers and gives me a wink. I feel like jello, this man is so perfect. I start to rethink about what i said, i would definitely fuck him right now.

we both walk up the stairs, he gives me a smile before we both walk into our bedrooms. i have to be up in 4 hours. it was totally worth it though. As i'm almost asleep i feel one side of the bed go heavy, i turn and see a shirtless hero in only his boxers. He knows i'm awake. He crawls into the bed and wraps his arms around my waist. I turn to him and lay on his chest. The sound of his heartbeat makes me fall asleep instantly.