golden fears

4 - beauty in its tracks

josephines pov —

I have no idea how i feel right now. Once he opened the door i felt like mush. He's developed so much since i last saw him. He's taller, muscular, and god that hair. I could imagine myself yanking my fingers through it.

What. the fuck. did i just say.

I cannot be thinking these things, especially with how we left things off and since i'm gonna be living with him for a while.

I mentally smack myself for being so awkward. I'm never awkward. ever. I follow him up the stairs, he brings me into one of the rooms down the hall. It's a nice room, it's big and the walls are covered in big windows, being able to see the lit street of L.A. its beautiful.

"Here's your room." he says shyly. "I hope it's ok, you can decorate It if you want i know.."
I cut him off by jumping in to hug him, i squeeze him tightly waiting for him to wrap his arms around me.

Once he does i feel... safe? Why did i hug him, i just got here and i'm already on him.

"It's beautiful." I say after letting our hug go, he almost looks like he didn't want me to let go. "Thank you so much." I tell him.

He coughs. "Yeah of course umm I know you just got here, but can I talk to you about something?" Oh god, I hope it's not about what happened but I am gonna be living here, so it's better for him to talk about it now than later i guess and to be fair i brought it up before he even brought me up here.

"Of course." I tell him as he leads me to sit next to him on the bed.

"I'm so sorry."

"Hero.."

"No please let me tell you this." I nod silently.

Once he starts to speak Morgz and Felix walk in. Great. Morgz jumps into my arms squeezing me along with Felix. I notice hero leave the room as they hug me. I really want to know what he was gonna say.

"Hey aussie girl how have you been?? I see hero already showed you your room, where the fuck is he? Felix says.

"I've been okay, wish i could be home but it's nice seeing you guys it's been years." I say with a soft laugh. "Umm hero was just here I think he just had to use the bathroom." I lie to them and myself.

"Me and Morgz are gonna let you get settled we'll be downstairs if you need anything." he says with a welcoming smile.

"Thank you guys so much for letting me stay here It means a lot, i'll be down in a bit." I wave to them as they walk out the door.

I just got here and i cant stop thinking about hero. why didn't he just wait till they left the room? what was he gonna say?

heros pov —

Fuck Morgz and Felix of course they get here once i'm about to talk to her about something important. I need to tell her this i can't stop thinking about it, and then i just left the room like who does that?? Me. Fucking Hero Fiennes Tiffin. I slam my door a plop myself on the bed.

Holy shit she hugged me.

I cant stop thinking about that hug. She smelled so good. I loved it because it was a soft smell, most girls buy that strong perfume from Victoria's Secret that i hate. She smelled like soft vanilla and warmness. She felt like.. home.

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hi guys! i just wanted to say that i hate using capitals, 😭 they bother me so much so that's why i'm not really using them except if auto correct does it lol <33