golden fears

3 - pretty girl, awkwardness

Josephines pov —

[ part from last chapter <3 ]

I slowly knock on the door, and of course the first person who opens It is hero.

Oh god. Why did he have to answer the door. He looks shocked. Did he not know i was coming?

" Umm hey." I say with a smile, gripping onto my heavy suitcase.

"Hey let me help you with that, come in." he says, so he does know i was coming? that's good I guess..

heros pov —

The morning went by pretty good. Morgz and Felix cleaned the apartment. They practically begged me to clean my room, i don't get why since she definitely won't be In it.

I'm nervous as fuck, especially since the last time we talked we were 16 and now we're both fucking 19. I'm still so confused about last night, how do they even remember jo with how much weed they smoke, or how do they not remember we all used to be best buds. I'm glad they don't, i'm glad they don't know remember what i did to her.

We all chill on the couch and watch some football, fuck i could kill for a joint right now but they told me i couldn't have one till she got here and was okay with it. She shouldn't have to be okay with it, this is our apartment she's lucky were letting her stay here even though i didn't even have a say In it.

"Hey man you okay." Felix asks with a worried expression.

"Yeah I'm fine why." No i'm not fucking fine but of course i couldn't tell them that.

"Your sweating like a maniac dude." he laughs. Yeah laugh again and i'll have your ass on the floor In 2 seconds.

"Fuck off, when Is she supposed to be here."

"Any second, let me text Mercy." Morgz says with a grin.

"Please don't tell me you guys are fucking again." I roll my eyes.

"I wish." He says with a scoff. "She lives on the other side of L.A, If she was here then fuck yeah." God i want to punch him.

"Dude never talk about you and my sister fucking I don't wanna be imagining that every time i look at you."

"Oh whatever every time i walk into a room your fucking a new girl." he nudges Felix and he laughs. If jo wasn't about to be here there asses would be on the floor by now.

"Don't be pissed were messing with you. I gotta head to the store, I need smokes." Morgz states as he gets off the couch and grabs his keys.

Please Felix is staying here. Please Felix is staying here.

"Yeah I gotta go to, I'm hanging with some friends tonight." For fucks sake.

"Isn't jo coming tonight, your all just gonna leave me here with her?."

"Im just grabbing some smokes i'll be back in 10 minutes or less, you'll be fine." He says as he patts my shoulder and they both head out of the apartment.

i stand here, pacing around the apartment like a cat chasing a toy. What has gotten into me, fuck this i'm grabbing a joint. Just as i'm about to light it a hear a knock of the door. fuck.

I open the door. Holy shit.

There stands Jo, she looks so different in such a good fucking way. She's beautiful.

Her long soft blonde hair is curled, shaping her face perfectly. Her eyes are bright blue, almost blinding me. Fuck her hips, there wider than the last time i saw her. Holy shit shes hot.

" Umm hey." She says with a smile, geeze even her teeth are bright and perfect. She looks scared I've been standing here for about a minute saying nothing, just sucking in her beauty.

"Hey let me help you with that, come in." She looked like her arms were about to snap if she held onto that suitcase any longer.

"Thanks." She says with a shy smile, slowly walking in.

"Umm Morgz and Felix are out right now, I'll show you to your room if that's ok?" fuck i hope i'm not sweating right now.

"Yeah of course, I hope i'm not intruding i haven't seen you in years." She laughs a little. I cant tell If she's happy or sad.

"Umm yeah, just follow me I'll show you were your room is." Shit she looks nervous, i hope i do to just to make her feel better.