golden fears

11 - can we go to mcdonalds

i take my clothes off.

i step into the shower, hero's back facing my front. he knows i'm in here, yet he doesn't turn around. i know just the perfect thing to do.

"hero" i say almost yelling. it works, he then turns around.

i drag my hand from my stomach down to my center, his eyes go wide. i spread my two fingers and start rubbing myself.

"fuck, hero." i scream. literally scream his name. he tries to step forward.

"don't move." i say, barely being able to speak.

i keep touching myself, moaning his name over and over again. but my touch just isn't enough. i grab his large veiny hands and lead him down to my center. he whips me around so that my back is facing his front, my ass lined up at his cock. he starts touching my breast one by one.

"hero please." i practically beg.

"what do you want baby." he finally speaks in his deep British accent.

"for you to make me feel good," i say almost a whisper.

he turns me around and bangs me against the shower wall, crouches down onto his knees and instantly dives between my legs. his warm tongue and cold lips are the perfect combination, god this man is so good at what he does.

"oh god hero." i scream hoping felix and morgz aren't home, that would be awkward.
he moans between me, sucking and twirling his tongue over and over again until i release all over him. he groans again between my legs i cant get enough of him yet i cant let him see that, but i need to return the favor. i need to taste him and hear the pleasure i can give him. i grab his hair and lift his head up making eye contact the whole time. he slowly stands up while i slowly crouch down onto my knees.
"please jo, i need you." that's all it takes.
i take his length into my mouth and he instantly gasps, i need to hear more. i use my hand on the rest i cant take into my mouth, i use my tongue slowly, teasing him. "don't fucking tease me baby." he moans and takes in a sharp breath, i go faster while he grips onto my blonde hair. "fuck i'm gonna come." his warmth releases into my mouth. i stand up and he gives me a swift kiss, making me wanna blow him again. i try to walk away out of the shower but he grabs my elbow and leans me into him, our for-heads touching. "i will do anything, fucking anything for you to forgive me. please." we stand here, our foreheads still touching, our breathing slowly calming, and i have no idea what to say to him. "i cant, i know this isn't gonna be the first time i see you fool around with other chicks here. and i sure don't wanna be one of them." i let go of my grip on him and walk out of the shower. i stand in front of the mirror with a soft towel wrapped around me, hero still in the shower. i grab my lotion and start rubbing it on my elbows, i'm caught by surprise when i look into the mirror and see a wet hero, water dripping down his messy hair, and a towel wrapped around his waist. fuck its hard to be mad at him when he looks this hot. he grabs some of my lotion, standing behind me and starts rubbing it onto my arms. "your not like those other girls, your much more than that and i hope you'll always know that." he whispers into my ear and walks out of the bathroom.

is he telling the truth? i sure damn hope so. but this man is so confusing. one minute he's tucking me into bed with him telling me not to leave him and next he's sleeping with another girl.

i need a distraction, yet i don't really have anyone to hang out with since i'm stranded here, who the hell knows where felix and morgz are right now, they haven't been here for hours. maybe i should just go to McDonald's and watch Netflix in the basement for the night, hero will probably be out anyways since it's Friday night. I change into some light pink sweatpants and a white sweater, pulling my hair back in a ponytail. when i get downstairs hero's on the couch, watching tv in the dark. its only 6pm and it's already so dark, he looks drained. my heart is telling me no, to not go on the couch with him, snuggle him, and tell him how much he means to you. i mean we are friends?? but my mind is telling me to do it. i need to. he turns his head when he notices my appearance, i've been standing here for about a minute now trying to figure out what i want or what he wants.  i slowly walk to the couch without a word from either of us, i pull up the blanket and scoot in next to him. he looks relieved almost. i lay my head on his chest and my legs tangled in his. i start crying. warm hot tears running down my face. he grabs my chin so that i look at him, he notices my tear stained face and bloodshot eyes. he lifts me up at the same time i scoot up, straddling his waist. we both hug each other hard. i start sobbing, i cant stop.

"i'm so sorry i hurt you baby." he breathes against my neck.

"i need you," i sob some more.

"please don't cry jo," he wipes the tears off my face with his thumbs, making eye contact with me the whole time. he gives me a soft kiss, out of all our steamy hot kisses this simple one is so far my favorite.

"what can i do to make it up to you." he begs.

"don't leave me."

"i will never leave you baby."

i give him another hug, i need his scent and the feeling of his body under mine. just to hear him breathe makes me feel safe.

he pulls away from our hug and looks at me in the eyes again, "let's just relax for the night, okay?" he says in a warming voice. i smile and nod.

"what do you wanna do baby." he states after a couple minutes of silence.

"go to McDonald's," i giggle. "i'm starving."

"of course, let's go i'll drive." he says with a big smile and gives me another soft kiss.

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- i hope you guys liked this chapter! i was gonna make it longer but i needed to give it to you guys <3