14 - your amazing

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after our love making last night, we both fell asleep instantly. our naked bodies are now wrapped in each other, and i couldn't be happier. her head is laying on my hard chest, our legs tangled together.

it's now 4am, i've been up for about an hour thinking about what i wanna tell her when she wakes from her slumber. i really never wanna leave this bed, i'm scared to face reality. what if she hates me when she wakes up? i need to stop overthinking this. but i still don't know what i want or need to tell her. instead i pull her in closer wrapping my arms tighter around her back, giving her a kiss on top of her soft blonde hair. she wakes a little and mumbles to me, "thank you for not leaving." i hug her tighter. she thought i was gonna leave her? well, i cant blame her. i did it many times when we were young.

josephines pov — (i wanted to give u a glimpse of what jo was feeling)

last night was the best thing that has every happened to me. the way hero told me i'm the only one, the way he touched me, i felt alive and free. i felt, love. the sex was so passionate and warming, it didn't feel like a normal hook up. it felt like making love with the person that makes you happy. that's how hero made me feel. after we were finished he made sure i was okay and felt safe. i can tell it gave a good impact on him to, and i cant wait to do it again.

heros pov —

when i wake jo is slumped over me, wrapped around my body like a koala. i check the clock on the side table and it's only 8am. i shift my body so that she's now laying on her side, us facing each other. "good morning love." i press into her ear. she opens her eyes with a bright smile. the cutest thing i have ever seen. she mumbles and wraps her arms around my neck giving me a kiss on the check. "last night was amazing, thank you." she whispers "i loved it as much as you did baby" i smile into her neck. after a few minutes of silence and being wrapped in each other she lets go so that we're now facing one another. i hold her little hand in mine and she smiles, i smile back giving her a kiss.

"what do you wanna do today love."

"stay in bed with you all day." me to jo, me to.

"come on sleepy head lets go make breakfast." i grab her naked body out of the bed and she shrieks. "hero!! i'm gonna kill you." she giggles hard. i finally put her down once we get up the stairs "what if morgz and felix come home, were both naked." she giggles again, i love those sounds so much. "then we will just lock the door." i wink at her and her cheeks turn pink. she leans her body against the counter, i take a second to take her glistening body in. god she's beautiful. "mr Beauregard are you staring?" she says with a smile and a wink. "always baby." i grab her face with my rough hands and kiss her, i just cant get enough. i need to ask her how she felt last night, i know she's happy it's obvious but i need to hear the words come from her mouth. after i pull away from her kiss i slowly drag my hands from her elbows to her hands, taking her cold little fingers and lacing them through my rough big ones.

"can i ask you something?"

"of course, what is it?"

"how did you feel last night." i just know my face is fucking tomato red right now.

"hero, what do you mean?" she looks worried. what?

"like did you like it? was it bad? you know, how did u feel?" i gently squeeze her hands and she smiles.

"it was the best i ever had, i don't know if this makes sense but feeling you again after three years.... i don't know i felt safe? i felt loved and the things you kept telling me, how beautiful i was, how gorgeous i am, i love it when you say those things," she says with a large smile on her face, her checks a light shade of pink. "how was it for you? i haven't had sex in a long time so sorry if it wasn't the best." her smile fades.

"what? jo no, i swear to you when i say this. it was amazing, you are amazing. it was the best i had ever had and before you even say anything, i don't like those other girls how i like you, i feel the same way... i also felt at home being with you again." instead of responding she jumps into my arms and starts crying.

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hi besties sorry this chapter is so short i need to start making them longer 😭😭

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