golden fears

12 - promise me

"what do you wanna do baby." he states after a couple minutes of silence.

"go to McDonald's," i giggle. "i'm starving."

"of course, let's go i'll drive." he says with a big smile and gives me another soft kiss.

the whole drive hero keeps my hand in his. i love these little touches he makes. i end up getting a large fry and chicken nuggets, of course hero gets a big mack. when we were kids that was the only thing he ever got.

"you still only eat big mack's?" i scoff with a bit of laughter.

"of course," he winks and moves his hand to my inner thigh. my insides quiver. this is what his touch does to me, no matter if he just rubs my shoulders i feel hot and heavy.

we get into the apartment and watch some Netflix in the basement while shoving food in our mouths. hero laughs when i eat his big mack, i can barely fit it in my mouth.

"is it good?" he's full on giggling, i love that sound coming from him. i do the same, trying not to pee myself.

"mmhm." i laugh while my mouth is still shoved with food.

"baby you got some ketchup on your mouth." he leans over and as i think he's gonna rub it off, he looks at me in the eye and licks the red substance off the corner of my mouth. oh.

"tastes better on you." he whispers in my ear. who knew a man could make ketchup sound hot. hero fiennes tiffin for fucks sake.

i cant take it anymore. i crash my lips into his, he takes a deep breath the same time as a moan comes out deep in my throat. he lays me down on the couch-bed as he leans over me, his chain in view. oh my god this man. as he makes wet marks all over my neck i lift his shirt up, revealing his muscles. he starts to take my pants off. "wait." i breathe, barely a whisper. "what's wrong?"

"nothing, i just thought i'd do something for you?" i say, i just know my face is red. a big smirk comes across his face and it makes me smile. "be my guest."

he sits up on the bed. before i go to him i take all my clothes off, only leaving my lace pink bra and panties on. "holy fuck." he whispers. just as i'm about to go to him he pulls my wrist to his body , i straddle his waist leaving about an inch between our half naked bodies. he kisses me, our lips lapping over and over each other. he sneaks his warm tongue in, i do the same. i let out a loud moan, hero does the same making me feel less embarrassed. i make wet warm kisses on his neck. he leans his head so i can get more access, i lap my tongue over his favorite spot on his collarbone. "fuck, jo." i need him i need him now. i don't care if it's not the right time. "fuck me," i breathe into his ear. "please." i pull away from his ear to see his face. his pupils are blown out, only being able to see a little green ring. "are you sure baby?" i honestly have no idea, yes of course i want to but i've only been here for a week. but it's not like i'm a virgin? if it doesn't go good it won't matter. right? "yes, please hero. i need you." he loves those words. that just does it, he flips us over so that i'm under his muscular body. as he takes off his shorts and boxers i unclasp my bra, leaving my panties on. he can take those off. he leans down, just enough so the tip of his nose touches mine, "your so gorgeous." he takes my panties off, were both now completely naked. he gives me a soft kiss, the ones i love the most. i look into his eyes. "please promise me you won't break my heart again." i feel my lip quiver, now is not the time to cry jo. "i will never, ever break your heart again baby." i felt on fire, just from his gentle yet rough words. his body above mine, his sharp jaw and full lips. the last time i slept with him was 3 years ago, and now with him here in front of my face it doesn't seem real. but i'm more than happy that it is.