21 Last Wishes | ✔

Wishes - 38

DA note: I forgot to add this note in the thirty-seventh chapter that when I sat down to write it, I kinda just lost myself and just wrote, wrote and wrote... I still don't know what happened and what shit I wrote when I proof read it... But just we're here.

And I know the picture is shit but please take it... It took a lot of time to make it...

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          Bright drove Earth home, who sat solemnly in the passengers seat.

          He was reminiscing the conversation he'd had with Gun. It was pretty random, he wouldn't deny but then he remembered Gun telling him that,

          "I won't lie to you, I did give my blessing to Mix that he is able to make a place in your heart. But I won't lie about this too, my son's a fool. He can see through everyone's emotions, when Win first liked Bright, Mix knew it before me or even Win himself. But when it came to himself—"

          They were seated just outside the ward, on the metal bench,

          "No." He gently cut Gun's sentence,

          "Not to be blaming myself but that was my fault. I should've said it back to him. I shouldn't have hesitated like that. Even if this surgery was supposed to happen, he could have gone through it with good spirits."

          He paused, gulping empty and then said, "And to be honest, I won't be able to forgive myself if Mix did not survive this."

          "Earth," Gun placed a hand on his hand, "You did not know about this..."

          "I agree but about some things... I don't think that, even if a healthy person would be in place of Mix, deserved that..."

          He blinked, staring blindly here and there. A moment later, Gun released half a dry chuckle, Earth looked at him, "What?"

          "Nothing," He said not meeting his gaze, "Just, you remind me of Papii."

          "Was he a dick to you as well?" Gun released another chuckle, "Not necessarily, but it did take a little effort till we started dating."

          Earth didn't know why but that made his lips curl just slightly up,

          But it faded as soon as it came, like a gush of wind,

          "You know, I once read a comment somewhere regarding a Theory Of Love post, the one me and Papii did. That Third fell first but Khai fell harder, we all know that the Third in this universe is Mix and the Khai of the former half of the show is you but what I'm actually waiting to see that if you'd be able to become the Khai of the latter half of the show."

          The car stopped with inertia, "We're here,"

          Earth snapped out of his trance and looked up. The White house looked beautiful under the rays of the late morning sun, he felt as he got down.

          But knowing that Mix wasn't in there, it kind of didn't reach him.

          Bright had driven Earth's vehicle to bring him back home to shower and change on Gun's request.

          Earth was not budging from his place at first but when everyone said that no one was saying to go back home and stay but come back here after freshening up, if he liked it.

          And so he was here, wanting to go back as soon as possible. Anything could happen during this time but he refused to ponder over it as he turned when Bright horned,