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Lmao I'm not in the best mood. Feel like shit, chapter shit.
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(Katsuki Bakugo x NB! Reader)
It didn't feel the same.
The cuddles.
The kisses.
The sex.
Something just felt off.
Like you were both thinking of something else. Or perhaps someone. Katsuki couldn't quite put his finger on it.
But, part of him wanted to ask if you were seeing someone else. He knew it'll spark an argument, but he didn't feel safe in his skin. He felt icky and disgusting like as each time his fingertips touched your bare skin, it infected it with some virus.
He needed to know.
It was killing him.
So, eventually the question left his lips whilst eating dinner. Your eyes flickered a dangerous red for a moment before you told him "Where'd he get that idea".
He swallows, trying to explain his thought process with you. Explain how lonely he felt with you, how whenever you looked at him your eyes were glassy.
Like you couldn't see him.
"Katsuki, you're irritating me. Shut it."
He stops, shocked by your statement.
Katsuki, instead of listening to your recommendation to shove his feelings down his throat, he spewed them out.
Yelling for you to tell what he's doing wrong, begging you to let him fix it.
"Didn't I tell you to shut your fucking mouth?! I don't wanna talk about this!"
You were avoiding his questions.
You were avoiding him.
He was growing desperate, anger boiling over into his fingertips.
"You don't fucking love me, do you?"
You pause, shooting him a glance that could kill millions.
"Dont." The word sat airy between you.
"Is that it? You're fucking someone else in our bed together?"
He feared you. He feared what you could do to him with your next words.
You could glue him together or shatter him.
He hated being out of control.
But, you remained silent. Eyes glassy once again.
"Get the fuck out." He whispers.
You frown, protesting to him that that wasn't happening.
"I swear to fucking God Y/N if you're not out of my fucking house in the next 10 seconds, I'll throw you out myself!"
He was angry. Katsuki, your Katsu, was angry. He acted like a puppy in a shelter that endured hell.
Barking and shaking, lashing out and biting.
Scared.
But, whenever he gets like this, he's stubborn. Nothing reaches to him as he begins the process of healing his wounded heart.
You wanted to tell him everything, to tell him you're sorry for ever making him feel like less.
But, his once ruby eyes pulsed a more violent red.
He was angry.
You hated when you disappointed him.
Packing an overnight bag, not single tear rolled down your faces till the other was out of sight.
Maybe he overreacted.
Maybe you should've loved him a bit more.
You both wanted nothing more than to apologize and come back to them. To kiss all over your tear stained cheeks.
But, they weren't here.
Leaving you in the ruins of what was once a glorious feeling.
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Another one shot. Almost forgot to post. Not on purpose tho
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RandomI finally gave in and I'm doing this now. I tend to write often so :/ and ummm.... (Lmao mad cringe anyway quick re-edit cuz I couldn't stand reading the 😡 anymore felt like a middle schooler wrote that. Cringy ahh hell) Hey, hopes your day goin...
