Kisses on her Scars

Hospitals and shocks

When I arrived at the hospital they had to check me into a room because I had to get tests done on my blood because I was raped while I was taken. Just the thought of it brought tears to my eyes and made a chill run down my spine. As the doctor left I sat in the bed and brought my knees to my chest and rested my chin on them. I hated hospitals. I hated that I had a hospital gown on and a IV in my arm because of lack of fluids in my system. I waited for what seemed like forever until a doctor I hadn't seen yet came in. "Hello Miah. I'm Dr. Pinsky, I was the one that analysed your blood tests and I have your results right here." She looked at me. I was about to speak when there was a knock at the door. A nurse walked in and behind her was the people I was so glad to see. "Miah!" Paisley ran over to me and hugged me gently. "Hey Paisley" I said with a laugh. 

George, Jamie and the twins walked in after Paisley. Owen and Matt both had car seats in their hands with those babies for our project. I laughed slightly and they all smiled at me. They were actually happy to see me. Jamie was crying tears of joy when she hugged me. I started crying into her shoulder too. "Ok, Miah are these your parents?" Dr. Pinsky said still standing there. "Yes we are." George nodded. She smiled at him and looked back at me. "Well we need only your Parents and you right now please." She looked at Paisley, Matt and Owen. They knew they had to leave so they told me they would be in the waiting room. Once they were out of the room George and Jamie sat down in the love-seat

"Ok Mr. and Mrs. West we had to do blood test on Miah because while she was trapped she was rapped." Jamie gasped and burst into tears. George grabbed her hand into his and looked back up to the doctor. "Well...the test results came in and Miah you are pregnant.. I'm sorry" The room was now silent. The only sound to be heard was the footsteps outside my room and the crying of Jamie. I sat there looking down at my hands. I didn't know what to do. I felt like I wanted to cry but I was so in shock that I wanted to puke. Dr. Pinsky walked over and placed the papers on my stand and silently walked out. I didn't even move when Owen, Matt and Paisley walked in.

They all looked at their mother then to me. I felt my heart go to my stomach when Matt grabbed the papers. His face dropped he walked over to me and pulled me into a hug.I hid my face into his shoulder and cried. I'm not going to lie I cried a lot. Matt held me there. I couldn't tell if he was crying but when I looked up Owen stood watching me tears in his eyes. Matt let me go and Paisley was the next to hug me. "Im sorry  M-miah." She hiccuped into my hair. When she pulled away I just stared at my feet. I didn't know what to say.

Just then one of the project babies started crying and I jumped literally an inch in my spot. Paisley walked over to it and she took it out of the carseat. "Its Ryder" I looked up at the name of my project doll. I saw Jamie shake her head at Paisley. "No...Ill take him." Paisley walked slowly over to me and handed me the doll. I looked at him and sighed. The thoughts of actually having a real child of my own scared me. I changed him and made him happy and laid him on the bed. Paisley gently picked him up and put him in the carseat. 

"Hey Miah, May I come in?" I Heard a nurse ask. I said yes and she walked in and checked my IV and smiled at me. "Well they said we can take out the IV for now but they want to keep you for another hour or two ok?" I nodded and held out my arm. She carefully pulled off the tape then the IV. "You can change too" I smiled and looked at George who had a backpack which I figured had my stuff in it. I took it then stopped as I got to the bathroom door. "Daisy..." I whispered. "what?" Owen asked. "Omg! How is Daisy! Is she ok! Has she been eating, drinking? Played with? Let outside? Gone to the vet..." everything escaped my lips faster than I knew I could talk. "Calm down Miah! She is wonderful. She misses you like crazy. She will be a perfect nanny dog for sure. " Jamie smiled. I sighed with relief while placing a hand over my chest. "I was worried for a minute." They smiled and I went to change. I walked into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.

"I..I cant..." I whispered to myself.  My face was bruised, I had a cut on my lip, my hand was cut from breaking the mirror. I shook my head from my thoughts and changed into jeans, a green tee, and a Disturbed band pull over. I smiled and looked in the bag and grabbed my make-up bag. I put on liquid eyeliner and mascara. When I was finished I nodded and sprayed vanilla perfume. I walked out and just as I was about to say something to Paisley I heard doctors in the hallway say something that caught my attention really quickly.

"Yea his name is Jace Gaven." I heard his name and I basically ran out in the hall. "Sir! What room is he in!" He looked at me funny and then sighed. "Thats confidential" I shook my head. "No! I was with him please!" As if I was touched by a angel. My doctor came up and told him everything and they walked me to Jace's room. He was on a hospital bed, in those awful gowns, with tubes and wires running alone side him. Tears filled my eyes as I walked closer and I sat beside his bed. "Jace...its me...please wake up..."

"Miah....he has been like this since he has gotten here." The doctor spoken softly. "He had a awful amount of smoke in his lungs from the fire and then the bullet wound on top of that." I nodded and he left. I heard the door close gently and I broke down crying. I didn't know what else to do. Jace's blonde hair lay at the side of his face, the sound of his breathing and the heart monitor filled the room. I lay my head on his bed. "Why you..." I sighed and looked up again, my make-up already streaming down my cheeks. I slowly got up and turned toward the door. I grabbed the door handle and pulled it open being quiet even though he couldn't hear me. Then a weak voice answered from behind me...
"Because you're to beautiful too die"