Bury the hatchet?

Chapter 24

Chapter 24

A/N: These next few chapters are pretty important for this story and the sequal I'm planning to write so yeah :') 

1 ½  years earlier

I had been feeling a lot better, I couldn’t remember the last time my life was looking up but I was glad that after the past few years’ things were finally looking up for me.

Ronnie and Crissy had just had their first baby and were happier than ever, they called her Willow and she’s the cutest baby ever! Having a child has really changed Ronnie too, he cares a lot less about what people think about him now and him and the guys have started to write their follow up to The Drug In Me Is You which from what I hear is going well.

I had finally moved on from Craig, about 6 months ago I had met Nate who had saved me from my self-destructive path that I was travelling down. He was there on the days where all I wanted to do was cry; he was my shoulder to cry on. He helped me overcome my inner demons and reminded me that it was okay to let out my emotions. He was there on the days when I just wanted to scream and throw things and anyone who came anywhere near me and most importantly he was there on the days where I smiled- most of the time it was because of him that I smiled but hey. I felt 110% better now that certain people were out of my life for good and I actually had someone who cared about me for me, and didn’t keep life changing things from me.

We’d always spend every day talking to each other, whether it was in person or over FaceTime we’d be talking, laughing and crying together and I was reminded of what it felt like to fall for someone again. When he asked me to be his about 5 months after we’d met I was elated, I couldn’t stop smiling for weeks. Nate was pretty protective over me and hated it whenever I went out on the road with the guys because he was worried I’d get hurt and he wouldn’t be there to help me but it was my life and I sure as hell wasn’t going to let another guy control my life. Ronnie was skeptical for many reasons about it, he was still worried that what happened between Craig and I would happen again, but I don’t think anyone else could stoop to that level. He also didn’t like the fact that we’d only known each other for a few months and we were already dating but for me it felt right even if he overly smothered me sometimes.   

The thing that I wasn’t so stoked about was the fact that Ronnie and Craig had started e-mailing each other again, I don’t know what about because Ronnie wouldn’t tell me but whatever it was, I knew it was going to be something big; which worried me.