Future Mrs. Robertson

Twenty Seven

Alex

I was at the fighting club trying to blow off some steam. I've been fighting trying to shred the anger off but it wasn't working. Honestly Kate's departure has left everyone broken but me messed up. I always knew I was a fuck up.

John always made it a point to tell me how much of a mistake I was when I lived with them. I always believed him. All his punches and kicks made me feel useless, John was a very abusive man to me though Sindi didn't notice but he was a monster. Whenever he got pissed at someone or something even, I would be at the receiving end.

One day he came home drunk while everyone was attending some gathering. As usually he started throwing punches at me while I was in the kitchen making a sandwich, He said something about me being a blood sucking shit. Apparently all I knew was to eat and lock myself in my room and that pissed him off. He punched me and threw me on the floor then the kickes came to play.

As hurting as I was I remember thinking "What have I done to deserve this" but that wasn't the worst of it. After receiving the beating and he left I went to shower but my door bust open and John came in sight. I stood there frozen. He laughed so hard and called me names. Freak being the first. As if that wasn't degrading enough he took of his pants and started playing with his member.

I tried looking away but he kept forcing me to watch as he got hard. I felt disgusted not only by him but by myself also. As he was playing with himself he told me to do the same thing to myself or I would receive another beating, I knew he wasn't buffing so that's exactly what I did. I masturbated with him watching until he came. I didn't cum and that earned me more insults. He would say "Woman are not made to do a Man's Job. You as useless as that thing hanging between your legs. It's big for nothing."

That night I sat in the shower crying. I'm pretty sure that was the day he finally got to me and broke me because after that nothing was ever the same. I started going to the fight club, I learnt how to fight and I started stealing beers from John and became a drunk. Alcohol became my comfort. I found a home in alcohol.

That was before I got to the Robertson's household. That house was filled with love. You could just feel the love by stepping in the doorway. They weren't even forcing it. For the first time in my life I felt home. Like that's exactly where I belong. Yes at first I was angry because of the truth coming out but once I was there something in me change. Now Alcohol wasn't my comfort because I was comforted enough by the family.

I always knew I carried some sort of curse because not long after all the love and happiness came crumbling down at the Robertson's. Kate and Emma separated and soon enough Faith got kidnapped. Now Kate was gone too. What pains me is that my heart had already accepted Kate as my mom and loved her. I hate that after everything I told her she still managed to break me yet again but that's not even bothering me.

Kate's departure broke everyone. Emma is depressed yet tries to hide it off by over working herself. She takes care of us but when she goes to her bedroom she breaks down. I've heard her cry herself to sleep. Hope avoids everyone, she's forever in her room and the Faith seems to be lost but therapy seems to be helping her as she has gone back to saying her name is Faith.

Ben

I've always thought I can handle pain but I lied to myself. I thought what I put Kate and Faith through was cruel and soul crushing but I got proved on that, that wasn't the case. Ever since the first day I got here and got thrown in the dungeon, It feels like hell on earth.

The day I got here I was under the impression that I would be tortured and killed may be the following day but then it seems all my thoughts get proven wrong. I've lost count of the days I spent here. Firstly I got raped by a woman. Honestly I thought it was kinda foolish cause I enjoy her fucking me but then things changed.

A large man I now know as Dragon asked the lady to dress me up as a baby girl. Now that's just nuts in my world. I've never been into kinks. This guy legit put a chocker on my neck, it's even written "MySlave".

I have never been this degraded in my life. Dude legit fucked my behind and I literally shitted everywhere. Now that's not the worst of it but the fact that I even came is repulsive.

Right now I'm being forced to crawl and bark like a dog while they watching a fight. I'm just praying no one buys me tonight. The fact that someone makes money of me while I'm suffering angers me but then I have no power over it. I have seen more kinks in here than my whole life.

In all honesty being sold as a prostitute has change my perspective of life. Kate and Faith didn't deserve to be taken advantage off. I wish I could get ahold of a phone so I can contact my people to stop with the plan. Kate doesn't need to be bothered anymore.

Hope

Something about this whole situation doesn't make sense. My mom loves Faith more than anything and nothing would make her leave Angel behind. She's attached to Angel, I mean she preferred to take her to work with her. I may have my differences with my mom but she's not one to just up and leave like she did. I'll get into the bottom of this. If not for Faith and Angel but for Alex. She deserves her mother's love and that's exactly what she's going to get.