Future Mrs. Robertson

Seven

Emma

I was just laying in bed trying to make sense of everything that's happening.
I'm just trying to figure out what's wrong with me honestly everyone I love either dies or leaves. Now it's happening again.
As I was in my head I see a shadow at the door.

Me : So you leaving huh?

Kate : I have too babe.

Me : What about me? What about us and everything we have?

Her : Nothing changes between us babe. I'm just going for 10 months probably even less if we get the work done faster. I would like to think you'd wait for me.

Me : Waiting for you is no problem. I'm just scared.
I never really voice out my fears but with Kat, I just feel like she needs to know.

Her : Scared?? But why?

Me : I'm scared you'll finally meet someone who can love and be able to publicly show it, someone whose not your student and definitely someone who is not as damaged as me.

Her : But I don't want anyone, I want you and only you. Maybe if you stop seeing yourself as damaged you'll finally see what I see every time I see you. I have no problem with our hidden relationship and I know it's only a matter of time before you graduate. Emma you made me see life in a way better perspective and I don't see life without you babe. I love hearing about your dreams and aspirations of life that's why I'm doing this and one day I hope you understand.

Me : Understand what exactly?

Her : One when it happens, I'll remind you of this day and you will understand. But right now I need you to make love to me to last me the entire 10 months I'll be away.

Look when it comes to sex with Kat, I don't have to be told twice. I don't know how she does it but I don't see myself having sex with anyone but her
Which proves that these months to come will literally be the hardest.
I'm gonna miss waking up next to an Angel sleeping right beside me holding me like I'll somehow disappear.

I'm looking forward to life when she comes back. But for now my mission is to satisfy my woman.

Kate

There's always one thing I hate with decisions and that's facing them.
I'm now 5 months pregnant and too big to even video chat with Emma. I know she has had it with all my excuses but honestly if she were to see me she'd see the difference in my appearance and question me.
I feel that me lying with this whole pregnancy thing doesn't allow me to lie any more to Emma.
This will probably be the only lie I never tell to Emma.

At this point seeing Emma will be my breaking point, I might even tell the whole truth as I've been missing her a lot.
My baby boy hasn't been treating me well, I'm sure his punishing me already. I'm still having morning sicknesses and I'm very moody
Probably due to the fact that I'm always horny.

After my scan and the doctor told me I was having a boy I asked for the baby to be tested when it arrives just to be sure it is a boy and not like Emma.
All I have to do now is wait and give birth to my sister's child.

My sister makes monthly visits here to see if I need anything but to be honest I wish she could just disappear til the baby is born.

Right now we sitting outside watching the sunset.
I rented a beach house.

Sindi : Mom said she's coming on your  8th month. She says she wants to be there when you give birth.

Me : Yeah well I'll probably need to hold someone's hand and who better than my mom?
I say sarcastically

Her : You should stop being salty, Kate we doing this for you. You always drag me in your mess and I'm always left behind to clean up.

Me : I'm sorry Sindi...I just feel so longly and I don't know how I'll ever look at Emma. I don't how I feel with my child calling me Aunt instead of Mom.

Her : You'll be the best Aunt ever. My kids loves you more than they do me.

Me : Ha! Can we head back inside?
I'm hungry.

Emma

Kate's been away for 5 months now.
A lot has happened, like me graduating at the top of my class. I took a lot of extra credit hence i graduated early.
Now I pretty much live a robotic lifestyle.
I spend most of my time at the club and sometimes even spend a night there. I literally live there.

Communication between me and Kat is still strong excluding the fact that we don't FaceTime anymore.
She is always busy so we mostly text or call.
I don't know if it's missing her but I'm just uneasy with her being away.
She's always down and crying at the end of our phone calls which always leaves me worried.
Last nights call ended with her in tears cause apparently I'll end up hating her for staying too long.
I'm literally counting down.

I've only been with Kat for a few months but I already hate not being with her. I  don't even remember how my life was without her.

I've already made my mind up.
I'm marrying that woman when she gets back.
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Author's note
Please note that we will be having a huge few time skips.