Future Mrs. Robertson

Thirty Three

Kate

Looking for apartments can be tiring that I knew very well but lately it seems to be more exhausting than I can remember.

I eventually found one near the beach, in fact it's literally facing the beach. I chose this one because it was less of a hustle. It's near everything. Malls, Hospitals and of course near town. I don't have to struggle for anything.

Right now my only struggle is arranging and unpacking in this apartment. This just reminds me of how much I really hate moving or changing houses.

What I honestly miss are my children and Emma. Before coming here the first thing I did was go in our house and check up on them but unfortunately, The neighbours told me that Em and the kids moved years ago with a woman named Peyton.

Am I hurt that Emma moved on, Yes. Very much so but part of me is happy for her. I'm happy she found love again and moved on from me. As much as I loved and still love Em, I always knew I wasn't deserving of her.

Especially knowing how she grew up. Em deserved someone to love her regardless and if that someone is the said Peyton then I have no means to get in between them. All I need is for them to allow me see my daughters.

I know it's going to take time to somewhat rebuild my relationship with my kids but I sure hope one day we become happy. I know with Alex and Hope things will be hard to fix as they experienced my negligence first-hand but I'm willing to go through hell and fire just to have them back in my life.

With Angel, Kayla and Kaylee I'm hoping for a smoother ride seeing that they still kids. Don't get me wrong I'm not saying they weren't affected by my poor choices, No. But with them I still have time to make it up to them unlike Alex and Hope seeing as they older and probably focusing on their future and building their own families.

Well with Emma It's a different difficult story to be honest. As much as I'm happy she found love again but something in me still hopes to be with her. I know I sound selfish and all but she's the only person I've ever truly loved. She gave me my children. That woman will always in a way be in my life and I don't I'll ever stop loving her. Ever.

Emma

One thing I like about owning businesses is that I get to decide what to do and when to do it. Right now I have five operating clubs and two operating transportation service. If I'm being honest all my kids are set for life even their children if they decide to have some.

Looking back at how I grew up and all the abuse I encountered in foster care I hope no child goes through that and to ensure I save at least a handful, Peyton and I decided to start a foundation of some sort. We build our very own orphanage. A place were children can be save and protected. It's probably the first project close to my heart.

My phone work me up.

Me : Hello?

Them : Hey Emma, this is Cathy from the day care. I actually called your wife but it kept going to voicemail.

Me : No it's fine, what's wrong, are my children okay?

Them : Uhm actually Kayla and Kaylee seem to be coming up with fever. They both cranky and uneasy.

Me : I'm coming.

I quickly got dressed and went over to the daycare. I called Peyton on her office phone knowing very well that her personal phone was probably in her hand bag somewhere. One thing about my wife, her personal phone is as good as non existent. She did say I should bring the kids in to be checked immediately after I get and that's exactly what I did. She met us at the entrance as both the kids were screaming their lungs out.

Pey : No wonder my breasts have been leaking like crazy.

Me : Seems like it's more than fever.

Pey : Yeah I already asked their doctor to meet us in my office. Lets get them in so I can breastfeed them before they checked on.

We have been trying to get them off breastfeeding which proves to be harder as it became their way of finding comfort and Pey always gives in to them as I said before she's a "Yes" mom. I watched as she undid her bra and immediately Kaylee latched on. Upon seeing this Kayla who was in my arms went crazy screaming. Pey got her top completely of and took her. I watched as my daughters calmed down as their screams turned into whimpering. Angel sat quietly sucking her thumb at her mother's desk as she watched finding Nemo on my phone a habit yet to be broken.

Pey : Honey can you take Kayla and change her diaper, she's done feeding.

As I was changing her diapers I noticed some swelling and redness around her private area which alarmed me even more. She was completely red.

Me : Uhm Baby please come see this.
She looked at me confused as she made her way to us. Immediately as she saw Kayla she freaked.

Pey : What the! Is that rush?

Me : I'm not sure. It's probably caused by the new brand diapers
we are trying them on.

Pey : It wasn't there this morning as I was getting them ready for school. She says as she undid Kaylee's pants.

Pey : She also has it.

Just then their doctor came in and examined them.

Doc : Apparently both your girls are perfectly fine. They just undergoing transitioning.

What??? Both Pey and I said almost immediately.

Doc : Yes. Reading through their charts it seems like intersex genes run through the family. As you can see the swelling around their clitoris indicates...

Pey : They developing penises.

Doc : Uhm yes. And in this cause it seems like they both should undergo surgery before they hit puberty.

Me : Wait. If they intersex as me, why should they undergo surgery. I was born a male until I hit puberty where my breasts grew and so did both my eldest daughters.

Doc : Intersex differs from time to time. It may have been the same for you and your other daughters. But Kayla and Kaylee are a 2%.

Pey : Oh no.

Me : What? What's wrong?

Doc : Your daughters are very much fertile and  adopted both the X and Y chromosomes. If you let them hit puberty they can accidentally impregnate themselves.

Kate

I've done a shitload of unpacking as it took almost the whole day. I can already feel the exhaustion creeping in. I decided to head down the beach just to relax and gain some strength.

As I got down the beach. I settled down drinking my apple juice but got disturbed by a ball hitting me then heard a voice I missed so much as I snapped my head on the side and was met with a shocked looking child.

Mommy!?