A New Beginning- a MariJon story

Ch. 32

Dear Marinette, 

I am so so sorry. I should  never have defended Lila. I should have spoken out, and told everyone she was lying. I Knew it was wrong, to not say anything, but I still didn't. And I'm not sure why. I  guess I was more worried about losing all of my friends than you. And I know now that that was wrong. And I'm sorry. I really, truly am. I hope you can forgive me.

Milady,

First off, I want you to know how much I love you. Not in a romantic way, but, like, platonically. Second, I want to tell you how much you meant to me these past few years. You let me me, be me. I felt that I could truly be myself around you, and you wouldn't judge me for it. Third, I want you too know how much I missed you. With this past month having no akuma attacks, I've been pretty lonely, and it just made me remember how much I enjoyed your company. Fourth, I want you to know that I am so sorry that I was such a terrible partner. I'm sorry that I would miss battles, and was a hindrance more than a help most of the time. I never meant to miss them, I was just, busy, I guess. And I am so, so sorry for leaving you to fight the rest of this fight alone. I'm sorry that I'm leaving you. But, I guess, you don't really need my help now anyways. You have Yellow jacket, Viperion, and Ryuuko to help you. So I guess this is goodbye. I hope you'll come to my funeral. Oh, and take care of Plagg for me, will you? Make sure he has lot's of  camembert and dirty socks to make him feel better. And let him know that I'm sorry for leaving him too. I have to end this letter, cause the words are getting hazy, and I still have to write one more. 

Marinette's eyes filled up with tears as she read the letters  for the hundredth time that week. Alfred had laminated them for her so she wouldn't ruin them with her tears. Oh how she missed her kitty. She never, never, thought her kitty felt this way. She would never of guessed that happy, carefree boy she'd come to cherish was, well, not that happy and carefree. And it hurt her, that she couldn't see that he was hurting inside. She whimered and clutched the letter's to her chest. Why was she so stupid. How could she not have seen. She should have seen. She should have helped him. She should have saved him. 

A virbration in her pocket startled her and she pulled her phone out. 

Oh great. An akuma attack. Marinette sighed and stood, wiping tears out of her eyes. This is the first attack in long time. I wonder what sparked it.

"Tikki, are ready? And you, Kaalki?" The kwamii's flew out, holding Kaalki's Miraculous. 

"Spots on!"

 "Tikk, Kallki Unify!" 

"Voyage!"  

A blue portal appeared in her room and she stepped through it, breathing in the scent of Paris once again. 

A/N- Thank you all so much for reading! I'm sorry it took so long for this update, but I got it out. Thanks for your patience!