Cross-dress // Lashton

chapter 17 || old 'friends'

Ashton walked home alone.

After he sat outside Luke's apartment for hours, with no response, he gave up. He felt defeated. His ribs hurt like crazy and his jaw was pretty bruised up.

It was still raining and Ashton wondered how only a couple of hours ago everything was perfect. He and Luke would of been having their movie night, drinking lemonade and eating chocolate. Luke would of also made him self up some microwave popcorn, and throughout the whole movie Ashton would've listened to his crunching.

Suddenly overwhelmed with guilt Ashton sat down on the muddy sidewalk. Head in hands, tears streamed down his cheeks.

This was all my fault, he thought. If I hadn't kept that damn photo in my wallet, Luke and I would be having a perfect night.

He sniffled and tried to pull himself together. I can cry and be miserable all I want at home, in a warm bed. He shook his head. I don't deserve to be warm.

Suddenly he heard a familiar voice,"Ashton is that you?"

He lifted his head, looking in the direction of the voice.

Raven black hair, darkened by the rain and porcelain skin, glowing in the darkness. She smiled at him, but when she saw he was crying she stopped smiling and sat beside him. "Ashton what's wrong?" she asked sympathetically.

Ashton looked at her with wild eyes and a strong smile, "I need a drink."

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Ashton let his mind go foggy as Ella sat beside him, trying to comfort him.

Ashton hummed as the bar tender handed him another shot, "You look stunning with raindrops on your eyelashes." Ella shook her head, letting out a little giggle.

"Why did we ever break up anyway?" Ashton asked taking Ella's hands into his own.

Ella's face flushed slightly and she looked down at her feet.

"Oh yeah, you were fucking some other dick," Ashton laughed, slight venom on his tone.

An awkward silence filled the air as Ashton downed his shot. He motioned to the bar tender for another.

"Ashton you should really slow down," Ella said shaking her head. "Will you please tell me what's wrong?"

"What's wrong?" Ashton mumbled,"What's wrong is that your lips aren't on mine."

He crashed their lips together, nibbling on Ella's lip. She jumped in shock but then followed Ashton's lead. Somehow she ended up pushed up against men's bathroom wall.

Ashton kissed her neck passionately. He ran his rands softly up and down her hips. Ella moaned a little into Ashton's ear. Ashton squeezed her butt and continued kissing her.

"I think we should take this up stairs," Ashton purred.

"Ashton this isn't your house, this is a bar," Ella giggled, tasting the alcohol on Ashton's breath.

Ashton was giggling now too,"Oh yeah."

He started undoing the top button of Ella's skinny jeans. He slipped one hand into her underwear, causing her to shiver.

He used one of his long fingers to gently draw circles on her clit. She moaned and he pressed a little harder.

"I want you to moan my name," he groaned into her ear.

"Oh Ashton," she moaned as he slid a finger into her.

"we-can't-do-this here," she said drawing in sharp breaths.

"Why not?" he mumbled, slightly annoyed.

"Anyone could walk in."

Ashton growled and pushed her into a toilet stall. He locked the door behind them and continued to stick another finger into her. He pumped his fingers in and out, causing her to let out a series of moans.

"Ashton-I-uh-uh- want you!" she whispered.

Ashton grinned and pulled his fingers out of her. She frowned at the lack of contact. "Please."

He stated undoing the top button of his pants. He let his skinny jeans drop to his ankles, pulling his boxers down too.

"Pleasure me babe," Ashton smirked holding himself up against the wall.

She instantly fell to her knees, in awe of Ashton. "You're so big," she giggled.

Ashton groaned as her lips made contact with his tip. "oh Lukkey," he moaned.

She stopped and pulled her mouth away. "Luke?" She stood up. "Ashton who is Luke?"

Ashton felt the alcohol take effect as his last meal came up all over Ella. Disgusted she pulled her jeans back on and stormed out of the bathroom.

Ashton slumped onto the grimy floor and cried, passing out only a few seconds later.

ugh this chapter actually sucks so much
I'm sorry *~*