YOU

Game is over for you

Hope POV

I've called your name a couple of times, but you seemed to have just zoned out.

"jo? are you ok?" I said before shaking her lightly out of her thoughts

"no, yeah i'm fine what's up?" she asked me

obviously things, weren't fine or else she wouldn't have took so long to respond.

have i done something wrong?

"you can tell me anything, what's really on your mind?" I say

"ok, please don't get mad" she says 

i'm most definitely going to get mad 

"so I just realized that me and finch never broke up" she says with guilt written all over her face

This whole time! I promised myself that I would never repeat history and here you are causing me to do such things. The things you are making me feel is anger.I'm so angry that I want to kill- no I'm going to kill finch.

"hope? hopey? I'm sorry please forgive me" she says

"it's ok, jo it's perfectly fine" i say

"so why do you llok like your about to kill somebody?" she asked

"I promise I'm fine , let's just go I don't want to be here anymore" I say before getting out of the lake

I've worked so hard to not repeat history but it's like I'm cursed and there is not way I can beat this. If I want you and I to live happily ever after We need to do some process of elimation.

'so are you going to break up with finch?" I asked her

"i don't know I really like finch" she says 

That's strike one.

"yeah, I get it" I say

"so there's your house, get out so I can leave" I added

"are you seriously mad hope?" she asked

am I seriously mad? we had an amazing time and you still chose her over me once again.

"we are not doing this" I say

"doing what?" she asked

"acting like you aren't the problem in all of this" I say

"I just don't want to hurt finch" she says 

"great, by you not hurting finch, you hurt me. Get out" I say

"but-" she says 

"GET OUT!" I say 

she looks at me one last time before leaving the car.

that day was the worst day of my life.

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"hey hope where have you been" my mom asked

"I went out with josie and now i'm back home" i say

"you umm like this josie?" she asked

"I did, but now I think my focus needs to be on self love because no matter how hard I try I need to love myself before I could love anyone else."

"that's good, I'm glad that you are finding yourself hope" my mom says

"thanks mom, is dinner almost ready?"i asked

"it's done, but I'm not staying for dinner I have a last minute trip I won't be back until monday" my mom says

usually I would be happy , because that means, I get to spend time with josie but as of the looks of it that won't be happening

"oh ok, have a good and safe trip mom, i love you" I say

"aww, I love you too and I'm sorry I can't stay"