YOU

I know you jo

Hope POV

The first week after I yelled at josie and told her to get out of my car, I haven't talked to her, i avoid every room her and finch is in.

maybe this is still a good thing . 

maybe you need time to see that I'm the one for you.

maybe you just need to be jealous.

"hope! I'm not going through the whole thing with you and josie again" lizzie says

"you can't keep trying to fix her problems" I said 

"I'm not fixing her problem. I'm just trying to make things better for her seeing as she goes through so much" she says 

"and you don't think I don't?" I say 

"listen hope, you and josie need to get your shit together" she says 

"well I made it clearly obvious that I'm in love with her, she just used me for sex and didn't think twice about how I would feel." I say

"used you for sex? you two had sex?" lizzie asked

"don't act like you don't know, like josie didn't tell you" I say 

"you are lying, josie would have told me about her first time" she says 

"first time?" I say

shit! I took your virginity without even knowing. You didn't tell me, there could only be one reason why.

your scared of losing people just like I am.

You love me? don't you? you love me and I've never realized. You actually love me and i've never thought about the clues you were leaving me.

I take you to fancy places and you enjoy every minute of them, I could tell by your smile.

You don't let people in because your scared to get hurt just as I am.

Your mother and you have a terrible relationship because you want your father and mother to be together. 

you act all happy and joyful on the outside but on the inside you feel like a piece of shit!

this whole time I was trying to get to know you but it wasn't even that hard I made it out to be. Not only am I in love with you, I finally can see that you and I are just the same.

you have mommy issues , so do I except the reasoning is similar but yet so different. you push people away because they can't see who you really are, I do the same but for you I'm willing to let you see me.

josette saltzman, you are my other half and I've never met someone like you, someone like myself and now that I know this, I can finally work on us. 

I could show you, that I will never leave you. I just need to find out how and fast because time is running out and I'm running out of ideas.

come on jo-bear, you have to help me out if you want me to be with you.

I can't put in all the efforts and risk everything if your not willing to do the same.