꧁𝙻𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎꧂ 𝔸𝕣𝕥 𝔹𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝟙

My mood right now :)

This isn't art, I just thought it'd be cool to show how I'm feeling rn through songs.
Willow-Heart it was inspired by the songs that you posted ^^

Alright so this is my main mood rn and also my favourite song:

Line Without a Hook by Ricky Montgomery
It kinda explains how I feel about T (my crush who doesn't like me back) in a way?
Like, I relate to the line "Oh baby I am a wreck when I'm without you" because I was super bored when I couldn't see them over the weekend-
And I relate to the line "Is it worth it? Tell me, is it worth it?" Because I don't know what to do with my feelings for T and I'm like is it worth feeling them or should I try to get rid of them?
And I also relate to the line "she's a lady and I am just a boy" Because I've found myself comparing myself to T a lot Because I admire them.  Although, the line isn't super accurate in the way that T is genderfluid and I'm... idk, just not a boy-
The song is also the perfect combination of happy and sad that I feel right now :)
I just feel like listening to this song at top volume while screaming it's lyrics to forget about everything else.

That's the Dream from Luca
This one kinda describes what I feel when I'm around T-
I don't know, it just makes sense in my brain :^
Also fun fact: Luca is my favourite movie ^^

All the Pretty Girls by Vera Blue
The reason for this one is just cause I relate to the line "you make all the pretty girls cry" since thinking about how T doesn't like me back has almost made me cry multiple times TwT
And no, I'm not calling myself a "pretty girl" lol-
I'm pretty sure I'm not even really a girl 😂
But yeah it's also a pretty chill song and I'm tired so it's a vibe rn

Sorry Haha I Fell Asleep by Egg
I relate to a lot of lines in this song-
And the other person I would be supposedly talking to in this song would be T.
I've never left T on read for more than 10 minutes though 😂
But it is true that I take a very long time re-reading texts I send to them because I'm not sure how they see me and I don't want to seem like anyone they wouldn't want to be friends with.
The one line that really hits me hard is "always hiding my feelings for someone else's sake" because since T doesn't like me back I feel like i have to hide how I feel about them so that they don't get uncomfortable around me.

Lastly, I think the fact that I've associated every song here with T some way or another shows a lot about how I feel right now.  And also sorry this wasn't art and instead it was me rambling about my emotions and what goes on in my brain.  Art would've probably been more interesting, but I'm glad I had somewhere to put this.

So goodnight, I'm getting ready to sleep now since I have school tomorrow. And I have to go snap T saying goodnight rq, so I'll talk to y'all tomorrow :)