[DURING WRITING] Hardest to love - The Weeknd fanfiction

CHAPTER 22

* Maggie's pov *

After m&g I felt so many emotions in myself. I met very interesting and nice people, I helped them to make their dream come true - talk with me, hug me and take a picture. Some of them told me that my existance and music helped them win with depression and suicidal thoughts, that I am the only reason they live for. I just can't describe that kind of feeling...
When I got to my dressing room I started crying because of these emotions and then I heard my door open. I was sitting in front of a mirror so I saw it was Abel.

"Oh, there you are. I was looking for you everywh.... Wait, why are you crying? What happened, sweetie?" He asked worried and ran to me and bent next to me asap
"Tell me, what happened? Did someone told sth rude to you? Or maybe you don’t feel well?" He continued asking. I could see worry being painted on his face. He really cares about me...

I shook my head no

"Then what is it, honey? Please, tell me. It hurts to see you crying " he started wiping tears from my cheeks

"I'm sorry, Abel. I didn't want to worry you. I know it's stupid, but all these emotions my fans gave me, everything they said to me... some of them told me their secrets no one else knows about... some told me I am their lifesaver... It's really incredible but it's also a huge responsibility. I feel sorry for everything they went through... I am so sorry..." And I started crying again

"Don’t be sorry. I totally understand that kind of feeling. Everything is okay, Meg. It’s not your fault they've been hurt. You help them and it's beautiful, you make them happy and they love you. I know this situation is new for you but you'll get used to it soon. It’s alright, baby, don’t worry." He said hugging me so tight and then I started relaxing.

"Thank you for coming here with me. I don’t know what I would do all alone, I guess I would totally freak out right now... I really appreaciate your help. Thank God I have some time till my concert, 'cause crying ruined all my makeup. I would scare the whole audience if I had to perform right now" I said and we both laughed

"Actually it's not that bad. You always look cute and beautiful " My friend answered me

"Ughh, stooop, you are making me blush " I said and started fixing my makeup.

                      *20 minutes later*

"Done" I whispered to myself. I was proud of myself that I managed to fix it quickly.

While I was checking myself in the mirror I caught Abel looking at me really delighted as if he saw an angel or sth. I was confused to be honest

"What? Is sth wrong with my makeup? Did I forget about someth..." I didn't finish my question because Abel interrupted me:

"No, no. Don’t worry, I was just hypnotised 'cause you look so perfect... I just can't take my eyes off of you"

"Aww thanks, but I don’t think it's perfect. Anyway, I have to get changed now to be fully prepared" I answered a bit embarassed

"Oh, I thought you'll be singing in this outfit you already wear" He seemed surprised

"Hahah, no, I won't. I have special outfits for my performances. All designed and sewed by myself." I said proudly

"Woow, really? I can't believe you are so talented. I learn something new about you everyday... but I like it. Okay, so I'll let you get changed in peace, I'll be right there behind that door "

"Okay, thank you. It won't take long" I answered surprised by his words
"Wow, he's really changing" I thought to myself and started getting dressed.

                * 5 minutes later *

I took the last look in the mirror and opened the door to see Abel's reaction. When he first saw me he couldn't say a word but then I heard:

"Oh my God, Maggie, you look like a princess. I can't breathe right now,  for real"

"Thanks" I answered shyly and blushed

"Time to go and make a show" Abel said intertwining our hands to walk me to the stage.

"So... see you in about 40 minutes" I said and hugged him

"Good luck, see you" he answered and these were the last words we said to each other