[DURING WRITING] Hardest to love - The Weeknd fanfiction

CHAPTER 25

* Maggie's pov *

After eating, we were lying in Abel's bed and then he started singing to me:

"It's just me and you
They couldn't see what I see in you
Yeah, 'cause I believe in you
You're the only one I choose"  I recognised it right away. And omg, it's one of his most beautiful and emotional songs

"Even though you break my heart
Even though you break my heart, baby
I know what we are, our love's too young, oh baby
Even though you break my heart, my love
I'ma need you, I'ma need you, I'ma need you, yeah"  After this part he caressed my cheek and intertwined our hands. He was staring deep into my soul. I got goosebumps and felt butterflies in my stomach.

"Show me your broken heart and all your scars (oh yeah)"  he caressed the cut scars on my wrist with his thumb - the reminder after my depression
"Baby, I'll take, I'll take, I'll take, I'll take you as you are
I'll take you as you are, yeah
Show me your broken parts to know your flaws (oh yeah)
Baby, I'll take, I'll take, I'll take, I'll take you as you are
I'll take you as you are, yeah"  This part is so beautiful, it always makes my cry. When Abel saw tears falling down my cheeks, he wiped them and kissed my cheek

"It's just you and I, ooh yeah
Just a phase in our little lie, yeah
We can TALK all night, ooh ah
I see the want to in your eyes"  omg he even changed lyrics for me (I purposely made them bigger)

"But I know I WON'T BREAK your heart, your heart
'Cause I know what we are, and our love's too STRONG
I WILL NEVER break your heart, your heart
I'ma need you, I'ma need you, I'ma need you, yeah"  he did it again. How sweet...

"Show me your broken heart and all your scars (ooh, oh yeah)
Baby, I'll take, I'll take, I'll take, (I'll take baby)
I'll take you as you are, I'll take you as you are
Show me your broken heart to know your flaws (oh, ooh yeah)
Baby, I'll take, I'll take, I'll take, (you'll know I'll take you)
I'll take you as you are
I'll take you as you are, yeah, yeah"  I got lost in his beautiful voice and I was just listening and enjoying that unique moment between us

"Oh, oh, ay, ay
You know it, you know I know it, baby
No, no, yeah
You know it, you know I know it, baby
You know, you know, you know
You know, know, oh
You know, know, baby

As I am, baby, won't you take me as I am?
As I am, as I am, as I am
Baby, won't you take me as I am?
As I am, as I am

As I am, baby, won't you take me as I am?
As I am, as I am
As I am, baby, won't you take me as I am?
As I am, as I am"

When he finished, I hugged him and I started crying even more.

"Everything will be fine, Maggie. We'll go through it together, I will help you. I'll show you that you don’t have to starve and hurt yourself, 'cause you are beautiful just the way you are. You deserve the best, baby" he kissed my hand which he was still holding.

Then we looked into each other's eyes. It was the moment time stopped for me. It was strange but I felt big warm in my body and big electricity between us like never before. Suddenly I heard a voice in my head saying:

He's the one! He's the one! And it's time to give him a chance, he suffers everyday, 'cause you don’t let him into your heart

And sth pushed me nearer him. Our lips were almost touching and then it happened:

"I'm sorry I forced you to wait. I know it was hurting you but I just couldn't. I had feelings for you but I wasn't ready, but today I realised your intentions are true. Your support during the concert and your words in the hospital showed me that you really care about me. I love you, Abel. So much. I don’t want to wait anymore" I confessed to him, he leaned even closer and then we kissed. I could feel him smiling. This kiss felt better than our previous ones. It was full of love, passion and what's the most important: it finally was a couple's kiss.
When we ran out of breath, we pulled away to catch the air and then we kissed again. Abel put his hands on my waist and pulled me closer to him. I took his face in my hands and caressed his cheeks. I've never felt happier before, that moment was magical, I felt like a princess in a fairytale and I wished it would've lasted forever.
I don't know, but our every kiss makes me dizzy, I always lose my mind and fall for him more. When we pulled away again Abel looked at me smiling so wide.

"Maggie, I-I don’t know what to say... You just made me the happiest man in the whole world! I didn't expect it right now, I thought I'll have to wait much longer... Can’t believe it's happening! Words can't describe how I feel right now" I could hear the mix of surprise, happiness and  excitement in his voice.

"Yeah, I can't believe, too. But now, when I finally did it, I feel calm and safe. It was haunting me everyday. You know, I had some feelings for you since our first meeting, but I was kind of... idk, afraid maybe? Yeah, I think it's a proper word to describe it... Anyway, I was afraid of trusting you, because of your previous behaviour. I didn't expect you to find me, it was a surprise for me and then we got closer and closer... It’s when my feelings for you became stronger. I didn't know what to do, I was fighting with my thoughts, but I finally decided to tell you, I just felt I need to..." I said to him

"You don't even know how good it sounds that you trust me. It was all I asked for. But enough talking right now, I can finally enjoy the moment and kiss those amazing lips forever " I laughed when he said that, then he kissed me (I can't count how many times he already did it lol).

"You can't do it forever, we have to breathe sometimes" I broke the kiss and said laughing

"You're my air, so I can" he answered and hugged me

"You're crazy" I laughed again

"Only when it comes to you" he laughed with me.

We were talking for a while, until we fell asleep. This day was very long and exhausting, but the best one in my life, I think. Today happened a lot.

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Yaay! Finally they're together 👏👏
And... Over 1.1k words in this chapter!
I can be proud of myself lol.