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Chapter 41

I exited the situation as quietly as possible and saw Ryan who's expressions were hard. I reached the empty dorm and waited for Ryan. After about half an hour, he entered his room and found me sitting there.

Without saying a word he came to me. I stood up. "Ryan, why are you angry?" I asked him hesitantly. I was a little scared of his temper. He didn't reply just kept staring at me. I took one step towards him and his hand reached at my thighs.

He took hold of my floral dress and took it off. I was a little shocked but not scared. He bent down and kissed me softly on the neck, I shivered. Then pulled me closer to him and hugged me, while his hands unhooked my bra.

What is he doing?

I was constantly thinking the same thing. His hands touched my neck and traced down to my hips and I shivered. He took off my underwear and pushed me on the bed. I sat up.

"what are you doing? If you're having sex with me because you're angry then please don't. We can talk through this. Why are you angry exactly?" I asked him worriedly. But came no reply. He was standing naked now in front of me looking all beautiful.

He came on the bed and pushed me again and laid on me under the covers. He was breathing really deeply. I tried to put my hand in his hair but he didn't let me. He himself was tracing his hands all over my body and wasn't allowing me.

Hypocrite.

"Ryan, please tell me now. I know you're angry and I know you're angry on me. What could I do? He forced me to dance with him. I tried to say no but he didn't listen. What else-" I said but stopped when his finger came to my lips. "shhh..." he said and his breath tickled me.

I didn't say anything else. His finger was tracing my lips. I decided to let him have his time. Let him do whatever he wanted and then we'll sort this. He looked at my face then, his hands rested on his elbows. He didn't say anything nor did I.

His thumb traced my face and then my neck, collarbone at which I shivered and then my shoulder. His nose touched my neck and then moved to my throat giving me another shiver. His lips brushed my jaw and then to my ear. His always present stubble touched my cheek lightly.

As much as I was enjoying his behaviour I was scared too. He had never reacted like that. "Ryan. I didn't enjoy dancing with him." I said quietly to clarify. He looked at me.

"I know." He said flatly. "then what happened?" I asked him. "Faith. Just let me remind myself that you're mine and I don't need to worry." He said in the same tone while his thumb was caressing my cheek.

"worry about what?" I asked him softly. "I know you're smart and I know Joseph is ten times better than me." He said and his face turning a little pink.

I melted at his statement.

"but Ryan, you're the best." I said and he put his finger on my lips again, letting me know that he was still angry. He kissed me roughly on the lips. "you're mine, Faith." He said. "I'm yours, Ryan." I agreed honestly. he kissed me on the neck.

"Mine." He whispered again. "yours." I reassured him again. He kissed me on my breasts and then on my stomach. "All mine." He said seductively. "all yours." I agreed wholeheartedly while breathing fast.

He slid down and kissed me between my thighs. "you're mine, Faith." He repeated. "I'm yours, Ryan." I repeated as well.

He rested his head again on my chest. My heart was hammering with all the tension between us. Then I remembered that Hope must be waiting for me at the shopping mall.

I was going shopping with her for our prom. "Ryan, let me go now. Hope must be waiting for me at the mall." I said. "no." He simply denied. He then sat straight just looking at me. He could literally turn me on by looking at me.

But I wasn't allowed to touch him. "lay in some different position." He demanded. "why?" I asked confused. He didn't reply obviously. I did as I was told. I shifted and laid on my side, my back facing Ryan.

He laid beside me and hugged me from behind, his face in my hair and his breath brushing my shoulder. His leg intertwined with mine and he was kissing softly on my shoulder while pulling me close to him.

There wasn't even space for air to pass through. I sighed peacefully. His thumb kept moving on my throat. "Just don't ever leave me. I don't like the aching feeling which I get at the thought of you not with me."

He whispered. He was really dominating and at the same time vulnerable and I found him most beautiful than ever, inside out.

I turned around and faced him. He opened his eyes and shifted closer to me. He was so close that if I spoke my lips would have brushed his. He kissed me softly and then was tracing my face.

I closed my eyes and felt his warm touch on my forehead then my cheek and then my lips. His hand slid to my neck and then my arm and then traced my waist. I shivered a little and he chuckled. His hand didn't stop, it just kept moving all over me.

Hours passed and we were still laying naked together. I didn't want to move away from him at all. "I have to take a shower. You should take one too. I'll be back in ten minutes." I said and he nodded. "ten minutes." He repeated to remind me.

I draped the towel around me and entered the bathroom. I was glad that me and Ryan were alone today. I started water and quickly took a shower. After about ten minutes I was almost done when Ryan entered and sat quietly on closed toilet seat.

He was staring at me sitting there still naked. When I was about to get out of the shower, he stood up and hugged me. Water drenching both of us. His hair glued to his forehead, hiding his eyes from the view.

I pulled back his hair with my fingers and looked in his hypnotic blue eyes. Love, fear and anger was visible in those eyes. I wanted nothing more than to reassure him that he shouldn't worry.

"who do you belong with? Faith." He asked me. "I belong with you, Ryan." I told him and his rough grip tightened.

I hugged him more tightly and wrapped my legs around him. He supported my weight with his hand on my ass. I kissed his forehead and then his lips and then rested my chin on his head.

He kissed me on my throat and then I felt his tongue moving all over my neck. I shivered at his warmth and water dripping together giving me unbearable pleasure.

I moaned and he bit me lightly on the neck. His one hand still on my ass and other moving swiftly on my back, giving me shivers every now and then.

I entered Ryan's room finally escaping him and was looking for a shirt of his and boxers to wear. Ryan came in with towel around his waist and sat on the bed. As I was looking my towel dropped from around me and before I could retrieve it, Ryan pulled me on the bed.

He was on top of me and was staring in my eyes. He leaned in and kissed my neck and then moved downwards, kissed my breasts and his hands moving all over them with gentle pressure.

"Ryan..." I moaned and just couldn't stop myself from keep moaning. His lips touched my breasts and was moving all over them making me shiver.

He rested his head again on my chest. "aren't you done with me yet?" I asked him breathing heavily. "nowhere near." He said and I thanked the God. He shifted and laid on his back and pulled me on him.

"Do you love me?" he asked hopefully. I smiled and sat on him. His hands still on my waist. I kissed his neck and moved my tongue on his scar. He moaned.

"I love you, Ryan. I love you. And I don't know how can I not love you." I whispered. "I love you more, Faith." He said his hands moving on my stomach.

I kissed his shoulder and then his chest. My hands moving on his strong arms. I laid on him, hugging him. Tracing the blue lines under his beautiful golden complexion. And we both fell asleep peacefully in each other's embrace.