Ch.12 - Why Am I Such a Fucking Idiot

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Spot's POV: Sunday September 10, 1 pm (13:00) On the Plane

We haven't spoken a word to each other since dinner and I know it's my fault. I want to just throw myself off the plane. I was getting up for stretch break when I bumped into Jolene coming back from the bathroom.

"Sorry" we said simultaneously.

"Hey can we talk Jolene?" I said almost impatient at this point. I'm not mad at her for her reaction but I wish at least she'd tell me her thoughts about it so I can have some peace.

"Uhh, sure." She agreed skeptically

"Look, I can tell you are really uncomfortable around me and I hate it. I'm sorry for kissing you, I shouldn't have assumed you liked me, so let's just pretend it never happened." I blurted being done with the silence between us.

"I-. Nevermind" Was the last thing she said to me for a week.

Jolene's POV: Sunday September 10, 1pm On the Plane

"...so let's just pretend it never happened." NO! NO! I don't want to pretend it didn't happen. It was the best moment of my entire existence and I ruined it with the power of shocked silence. I spent the entire flight thinking about how much I wanted to grab his muscular shoulders and kiss him till the end of time, but alas, my socially awkward personality has ruined my life once again. I am going to tell him everything.

"I-," I couldn't speak the words I wanted to. I wanted to tell him how much I loved him but I couldn't make a sound, "Nevermind"

My one chance to fix everything and have the perfect guy went down the drain all because my mouth wouldn't work.

Spot's POV: Monday September 18, 9:40 am, At the Cafeteria

"Why am I such a fucking idiot?!" I ask Bronze, slamming my hands into my face.
"I literally made the worse mistake in the history of mistakes! She hasn't even looked my way in a fucking week! I seriously want to commit toaster bath right now" I confess, my face planted in my hands and I shake my head in disappointment.
"I'm sure it's not as bad as you think it is. I'm sure she's just in shock, that's all"
"SHOCKED FOR A WEEK???" I scream a little louder than I should've. I immediately look at Jolene who's sitting on the other side of the cafeteria with Daphne, who is fully healed... physically at least. Only to see that both of them are looking dead at me. That means A) Jolene loves me or B) she is so disgusted by me that she is smack talking me to her best friend. I think it's option B.

Jolene's POV Monday September 18, 9:40 am, At the Cafeteria:

"Why am I such a fucking idiot?!" I ask Daphne, combing my hand through my black hair, which i haven't washed since i got back from NYC.
"I literally couldn't utter one word after every single dream I've had since I got here came true all at once! I literally haven't looked his way in a fucking week! I seriously want to hang myself at this very moment" I complain to a disappointed daphne.
"It's kinda your fault though" she said almost condescendingly.
"DAPH!!! I mean yeah but still-" i'm cut off by hearing the sweet melody of the king's voice scream "SHOCKED FOR A WEEK???". we look over at him at the exact moment he looks at us. We share a quick moment of awkward eye contact when, for some dumbass reason, my legs make me run out of the cafeteria. Daphne follows after me yelling things like "IF YOU AVOID HIM IT'S ONLY GONNA GET WORSE!!!"

Daphne catches up to me and puts her entire body weight on my back, tackling me to the ground.

"STOP AVOIDING YOUR TRUE LOVE YOU FUCKING SCARDY CAT!!!" Daphne yells at me while using her hand to shove my head into the perfectly polished wood.
"Fine! Jesus you are strong. i'll go talk to him right now if that makes you feel better" i comply.

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