Irrational

Chapter 51 - 2 of 2

-back to Y/N perspective-

You were pacing through the main room, waiting to hear the jet coming back or the familiar whooshing of his portals, but neither happened.

Minutes turned into an hour and hours just kept passing and passing, you were growing anxious, scared and felt sick.

Then you notice it went deathly quiet. The tweeting of birds was minimal, then there was eruptions of cars smashing, people screaming, horns beeping, water splashing in the distant.

Something was off. But you had no idea what.

As you went to the window you saw the jet landing, beaming with excitement you rush out to the front of the compound and see Tony walking off the plane.

You run and wrap your arms around his neck and a few happy tears fall down your cheeks. "Ah I'm so happy you're back pops, I missed you."

You pull out of his hug and look behind him and around for the other 3 important men that went on the mission.

"Wheres my future husband? He planning on making a grand entrance or does he want me to go to the Sanctum?"

You watch as everyone's faces fall, and they look at the ground. Then you look at Tony more closely, he was defeated, he looked empty, broken.

"Tony. Where is he?" You say as your voice breaks, thinking the worst.

He doesn't reply, only looks up at you with tears filling his eyes, gulping and you could see him trying to find the words to explain what had happened.

"No. No pops don't say it. It's not true. No." You start walking backwards, then you realise there's others missing.

"Steve, Sam, where's Bucky?!" You stomp towards them with Tony trying to grab hold of you.

"I'm so-im so sorry Y/N" Steve chokes out, as he falls to the ground unable to keep himself up any longer. Sam bowing his head.

You look between them all, your face was soaked from your tears, your heart was in your throat, you couldn't breathe, you couldn't think. All you wanted was your fiancé. Your bestfrie-

Your bestfriend.

"Wheres Pietro?! WHERE ARE THEY?! You finally let loose and scream.

"Bring them back. This isn't funny, bring them here. Now. Why didn't you let me go Tony?! Why?!" You scream, grabbing and shaking Tony.

Your powers were starting to seep out as they used to, before Strange, winds were picking up, mud and dirt coming loose, your eyes were flashing.

"WHY DIDNT YOU LET ME GO?!" You scream out in a earth shattering roar, erupting the compound yard into a tornado, destroying all of the exterior of the compound, the trees were circling you all and everyone was trying to take cover.

Then you feel warm arms wrap around you and pull you close, you feel safe. Familiar. Calm. You start to settle your powers, but fall to the floor in a heap, the arms still wrapped firmly around you.

Your eyes were closed so you didn't know who it was, but you didn't care in that moment, that's what you needed.

You gripped onto their top and sobbed into them, screaming out in pain "No, nooo, don't let this be real, this isn't real. Ple-please-PLEASE NOOO"

"I've got you Y/N, well find a way I promise you" Tony spoke softly above as he stroked your head.

"I - I- I didn't get to say goodbye, they're gone and I didn't get to say goodbye." You sob more.

You both sit there for a little while until you bolt upright and look wide eyed at Tony.

"What Y/N, what is it?"

You stand up and run into the house, grabbing your phone you dial and put it to your ear "Come on, come on, come on, pick up, pick up, pick up". You say as you paced the main room.

"What's going on?" Thor asks as he enters hearing hearing commotion.

"I have no idea" Tony replies. "Wheres Barton?"

"He went to check on Laura and the kids, see if they survived or not" Nat replies shyly.

"Dammit" you scream throwing your phone and running your hands through your hair.

"Y/N tell us what's going on" Tony begs.

"I've got an idea. Jarvis, show me the last known location lock you have on Peter Parker" you ask desperately.

"The kid." Tony goes wide eyed, standing next to you a looking at where he was last noted. His aunts apartment.

-30 minutes later-

You kick down the door and barge through. You scan the living room and kitchen, nothing. No one.

"No, no this can't be happening, no. TONY ANYTHING?" You shout in desperation.

"Y/N come here" Tony says sheepishly.

You rush to Peters room and you look at Tony, he was white, shaky and hurt, he simply pointed into the room, you were confused but as you scanned it, you saw what he was pointing at.

Peters phone, upside down on the floor... Next to a pile of ash.

You fall to your knees with your eyes closed you scream to the top of your lungs and Tony is stunned into silence, stepping back and falling against the wall burying his head in his hands both sobbing.

Both heartbroken.

"That bastard. I want Thanos" You say determined as you rised to your feet.

"Y/N" Tony says quietly, still shaken.

"Not right now Tony. I need a plan, but he's not getting away with this. He took everything from me. From us. He needs to pay." You say walking out.

"What about me?" Tony pleads.

You stop as you get to the front door and you bow your head, the tears still falling, as you turn you walk back and pull him into a tight hug.

"I love you Tony Stark, you're one fifth of my world, he took the other four pieces. He needs to pay for that" You say into his ear.

"That's more like it. Let's get him"

You smirk and you both walk out determined.