author's note.

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I suppose this could be taken as a disclaimer/ update about this story and myself, the author. I'm always amazed at the love (and criticism) that JAHANI has received since I published it. By no means, did I think it would become what it has and what it could. In all honesty, the book is so fucking cringey. I wrote this when I was 13/14 originally in composition notebooks I recently came across, making me want to revisit this story. I revised it a ton since then and sporadically and chaotically. In my opinion, this story deserves better and I know I'm capable of higher quality work. Also, being a Virgo (yeah, I said it), I can't attach my name to this dumpster fire. (I have a whole other Wattpad account I was putting work on cuntthatwrites_, for that reason, may or may not relocate all of my stories there).

Back to the reason I hope you're here, I still admire the premise of this story which is hard to even understand with the many things that are going on. I mean talk about an epic tragedy. All's that to say, I intend on revising this story soon. A part of me wants to keep the same characters and similar storyline for the characters, but completely alter the story in some way that I'm not sure yet. But hopefully at least flows in the way I intended originally, as I believe I've drastically improved in my writing skills. Along with just living, healing, and understanding a lot since then. As I reread it, which I haven't in so long probably since publishing it, and the shit don't make no sense. So for those of you that really fucked with this book and saw the potential in it, forehead kisses to all of you. And for that, I believe each of you and many more, will enjoy whatever it is that I end up creating with these characters.

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