TEMPTATION | JENLISA G!P (COMPLETE)

CH 9 🔞

I feel like I have been hit by a train. Finding them together the way I did just added more fuel to the fire and the only thing I regret is getting so worked up that I passed out and didn't get some of the answers I needed. The levels of betrayal just kept on building the more they spoke. Did they think of the hurt they were causing? Is it love or lust? They must of noticed I had left the house before they went upstairs to have sex, that makes my stomach turn.

I run my hand over my face and gather my bearings, this must be Lisa's room. Like she said yesterday the interior is simple but elegant and suits the woman down to the ground. I smile thinking about how she came to my rescue. Shit! Questions are bound to be asked, why would Jisoo's sister defend me and whisk me off to her house after only knowing me a day! I gingerly climb out of the bed and pad my way over to what I suspect is a bathroom. I am so sick and tired of the lies, the secrets, the tears. I sigh and study myself in the mirror. Jeez I look rough, suddenly I am grateful Lisa isn't about. I shift my fingers through the birds nest upon my head in an effort to sort it but it doesn't make much of a difference. My eyes look red and sore from the crying, tear tracks stain my pale face. I happen to notice out the corner of my eye a figure standing in the doorway, I take a deep breath to steady myself and turn to her. My heart can't help but melt and the sight of her, in a crisp white shirt which has been untucked from her black jeans, her messy hair somewhat resembling my own, she is completely barefoot and staring at me waiting for a reaction.

"Hey"

"Hey, how are you feeling?"

"Honest answer? Drained, tired, angry, embarrassed, confused need I go on?" I offer her a small smile.

" No I think I get the picture. I hope you don't mind that I bought you here, I just wanted to get you out of there and I knew you wouldn't want to go back to your apartment, with Rosé living there" Shit! Where am I going to live? I am not staying with Rosé, I can't bear to look at her let alone be in the same house. Move in with Lisa my inner goddess chirps in No way! That would be the worst idea right now. Pushing herself off from where she was leaning on the door frame she stalks towards me and wraps me in a tight grasp against her chest.

" You scared me for a bit then, I couldn't get you to wake up".

" I'm sorry, i think it all got too much, the things there were telling me were disgusting".

" I phoned my mom to see what I should do, she said to let you rest and make sure you eat something."

Amelia. That lovely, caring, warm woman who welcomed me into her home and I repaid her by bringing a load of drama. She clearly spotted something between Lisa and I this morning and no doubt her suspicions were confirmed when Lisa walked past her with me in her arms. I am such a hypocrite, I just went apeshit at Jisoo and Rosé for doing exactly what I am doing. Today has shown however that i do want to try and make whatever this is between myself and Lisa work, even though i was in love with Jisoo our connection isn't even on part with what i have with the woman with her arms around me right now. This has to stop, there will be a huge fallout from our actions but we chose that bed, we need to lie in it. If she wants to be with me we have to come clean and start our relationship properly.

I pull back from her so I can look at her face.

" We should tell everyone about us".

" I agree".

" You do?"

" I do".