TEMPTATION | JENLISA G!P (COMPLETE)

CH 28

Driving down the highway my mind starts to drift. Lisa and I have just had the most glorious and relaxing weekend away to celebrate our engagement. My future wife booked us into a luxury retreat outside of the city and whisked me away the morning after our showdown at the Kim's. We have been pampered, primped and personally I have been sexed within an inch of my life. Definitely not complaining though. When you have a fiancé who is as sexy and irresistible as mine you tend to pounce upon any sexual opportunity that presents itself. However I am now without said woman and travelling into what feels like more drama. Firstly I am surprised I am even driving. The plan all weekend was that Lisa and I would travel home together, spend one last night in out post-engagement before we both return to our respective jobs. That was in an ideal world, reality in fact throws you a curve ball and in this instance that curve ball was her secretary calling for an urgent matter and Lisa leaving her bed ridden and hopping into the car and back to LMH to regain control.

So now I am alone and speeding towards Seoul. My stomach in knots and doing some kind of Olympic gymnastics routine. I am determined that my new life as a married woman will not start off with bad blood lingering over our heads which why I have chosen to forgive the two who have hurt me so much. Jisoo in a way was easier because I have somebody in her place and who I love endlessly. Rosè however feels different. I don't have another best friend.

As thoughts of our friendship consume me, the poignant Clown lyrics covered by Davina Michelle drift through the car;

"I guess it's funnier from where your standing

Cause from over here I missed the joke

Clear the way for my crash landing

I've done it again, another number for your notes

I'd be smiling if I wasn't so desperate

I'd be patient if I had the time

I could stop and answer all of your questions

As soon as I find out how I can move from the back of the line

I'll be your clown

Behind the glass

Go ahead and laugh cause its funny

I would too if I saw me

I'll be your clown

On your favourite channel

My life's a circus circus

Round In circles

I'm selling out tonight."

The tears trickle down my cheeks as I listen to the words. For years I felt inferior to Rosé. She has everything; she is gorgeous, men and women fall at her feet just begging for her to give them the time of day, her parents are wealthy and were able to give her and Robie a good education and upbringing, her career prospects are bright and she has a legion of friends. I was just always so glad to be in her presences and to be associated with the great Rosé Park. It may sound childish but that feeling of "being in with the popular crowd" is so tempting it can cloud any rational judgement. I was a doormat. Weak. Always felt like the butt of the joke and that may not have been intentional but nevertheless true. There is this side of Rosie which is fiercely loyal, protective and kind. When that girl is in your corner she will fight to the death for you.

Sucking in a deep breath i knock three times on the front door. It feels wrong to be waiting to be let into the place which had been my home for so long. It's just a sign of how much we have drifted apart. The door swings open and a surprised and very pregnant Rosè stands in the threshold