TEMPTATION | JENLISA G!P (COMPLETE)

CH 13

LISA's POV

This week has been a whirlwind. From my office in LM, i can see most of Seoul. Down their somewhere is my secret girlfriend. Fuck for the first time in my life i have a girlfriend. I haven't seen Jennie an awful lot since she emailed me and asked if I would come and hold her. My heart literally skipped a beat when I read that message, I have no idea what that woman is doing to me. I recline back in my office chair and reflect.

I was dreading Christmas with my family. It's not that I don't love them, I do, but I always feel uncomfortable being back at home for an extended period of time. It reminds me too much of my childhood. To say my childhood was rough is a fucking understatement. I was a mess, still am I just hide it well. Ever since I was I adopted by Amelia and William I have always felt undeserving of their love. My birth mother was a crack whore and we lived with her pimp. I was very young but still remember vividly the beatings, I have the scars to prove it as well. This was the start of my touch phobia and i suppose distanced me from everyone. The only touch I have ever known has been harsh.

[a lil' flashback]

I arrived at my parents house on Christmas Day expecting the usual. Addi being over excited, annoying but ultimately adorable. Mom and Dad normally serve one hell of a feast and their love is openly displayed even after all these years. Jisoo usually spends the day trying to wind me up, seriously my sister is older than me but acts like a 5 year old. That was however until she met her "new girlfriend". My mom told me a few days before that she was bringing someone home to meet the family. Oh brilliant another face to tolerate i thought. I would be quite happy to spend the day at Hera, working and eating something Mrs Jones my housekeeper had left in my refrigerator. Work is always an escape for me. I am in total control, I answer to nobody. My mother doesn't understand why I can't spend a few hours with phone off and spend time with them.

As soon as i stepped into the house I wanted to leave, that was however until Miss Kim arrived. The first time I saw Jennie she took my breath away. She stood in my parents entrance wearing this tight, knee length red dress. Her chestnut hair fell freely down her slim shoulders and back. Her toned legs were extenuated by her sky high black heels. I couldn't take my eyes off of her. Jisoo had her arm around her waist and i felt a pang of jealously. Our eyes met and the electricity between us could have powered the whole of Seoul. For the first time in my life I didn't want to whip, flog or cane her, well maybe a little but I didn't want her as my submissive.

The rest of the day I tried to stay away from her. She was my sisters girlfriend for fuck sake but our meeting had thrown me off guard. For years I have avoid this type of situation my need for control is exercised is all aspects of my life, this includes sex. I am a dominant. I have Alena to thank for introducing me into this lifestyle, she was the one who brought discipline into my world. Alena isn't best pleased with my relationship with Jennie she doesn't understand it, to be fair i don't completely get it either. I wouldn't say the urge has disappeared, I would love to take Jennie into my playroom, but i can't bear the thought of losing her. I have never wanted someone this bad.

When I found out what my brother had done I was fuming. The hurt displayed on Jennie's face when we heard them in the kitchen was heartbreaking. I just wanted to hold and protect her. It took every ounce of restraint not to follow Jennie up the stairs as she went to confront them, I distracted myself by calling V and making sure I could get her out of there. When I heard her call out for me i couldn't get there fast enough what I found made my blood boil. My complete asshole of a sister and her bit on the side were standing there practically naked whilst Jennie was in midst of a panic attack and my instincts took over. I rushed at my sister trying to beat some sense into her. How could she cheat on Jennie. She is everything a man needs. She is what i need.