Save me ~ Changlix

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changbin POV-

We got home about 2 hours after the police showed up. They asked us both question, then found as much evidence as they could so hopefully this guy can finally get locked up. As soon as we got back, my mom opened the door for us both and immediately engulfed Felix in a hug. She was so worried about the poor boy, we all were.

The younger male hugged my mom before heading straight up the stairs. My mom looked at me in worry and I just smiled at her.

"How is he? I bet he had such a shock, bless his little heart." She said.

"He's been through a lot the past weeks mom, he's probably just tired, I'll go check up on him." My mom nodded her head and I soon followed Felix up the stairs. I knocked on his door, only to hear soft sobs.

"Lixie? It's Changbin, can I come in?" I heard a few footsteps before the door opened, revealing a distraught looking Felix. I immediately wrapped him in a hug and he hugged me back. I grabbed the bottom of his thighs and picked him up, him digging his head into my neck. I closed the door before sitting on the bed, Felix straddling me.

"Binnie..." Felix took his head out of my neck and looked at me.

"Yes Lixie?" I said, wiping his tears away. Felix sighed before speaking.

"What's going to happen to him? The man?" He said with a pout which I found adorable.

"He's going to be locked up for a long time, trust me, the police have all the evidence to put him behind bars."

"D-Does that mean..."

"Yep, you're all safe now baby, no one can hurt you anymore." I heard Felix sigh with a smile. I looked into his eyes and he looked into mine. I saw his eyes look down to my lips and I smiled.

"How about you go get washed up and then we can cuddle, ok?" Felix quickly nodded his head before running into the bathroom. I laughed before heading back to my room, getting straight in the shower.

Felix pov-

I'm safe. I don't think I had ever felt this happy.

TW

But then all of the memories came back to me, of how my dad beat me, of how his friend raped me, all with no regret. I slowly reached forward to the cupboard under the sink and grabbed a blade. I slowly ran the blade across my wrists, covering my old scars in new cuts.

You're worthless. Cut.

You're ugly. Cut.

Everyone hates you. Cut.

This continued until both my arms were full with new scarlet red cuts. I suddenly dropped the blade. I looked into the mirror to see no other than Changbin stood at the bathroom door. I put my head down as I started crying. I dropped to the floor and hid my head in my hands. I then felt someone sitting behind me and giving me a tight back hug. Changbin rested his head on my back as I felt his tears soak my shirt.

"Why." Changbin cried. Hearing his sobs broke my heart.

"I'm sorry! I'm so so sorry!" Changbin repeated. I looked down to my arms that were dripping with blood.

"We need to get you to the hospital ok?" Changbin said and I panicked.

"NO! I don't want to go! Please don't make me go!" I cried loudly, hoping that Changbin would change his mind about wanting me to go the hospital. I really didn't want to go there. The only people who knew were Changbin's mom, Jisung, the doctor, and now Changbin. I was scared that if we turned this into a big deal, people would start finding out.

"Atleast let me clean you up then." I sighed.

"Please Felix, I want to help you."

"Fine." I said, standing up. Changbin stood up too before picking me up and sitting me on the couner. He grabbed the first aid box out from the cupboard and looked at me.

"This is going to hurt. A lot." Changbin said. I nodded my head, finally accepting his help. He grabbed some disinfectant stuff from the box as well as some bandages. He started dabbing at my cuts with a q-tip and I winced loudly in pain.

"I'm sorry baby but this will help you." I leaned my head back, trying to deal with the pain.

"It hurts Binnie!" I said, crying.

"I know baby, I know." Silent tears slipped out of my eyes as Changbin continued to dab at my arms. He looked up at me after finishing the first arm.

"You ok?" I slowly nodded my head, knowing that it would help me. Changbin then moved onto the second arm and dabbed on it with a different q-tip. For some reason this side hurt even more and Changbin could tell how much pain I was in.

"Does it hurt a lot?" He asked to which I nodded my head. "I wish there was something that I could do to help you." Changbin looked as if he was questioning something. And then he smashed his lips onto mine. I quickly responded to the kiss, not even realising that Changbin was cleaning my arm whilst kissing me. We for about 2 minutes before he pulled away and looked down at my arm.He had managed to clean up all the cuts even without being able to see them.

Changbin then slowly started to wrap the bandage around one arm, moving onto the second one after he was done. After he had finsihed, he packed away everything and I jumped off the counter. I had now only just realised that Changbin was only wearing a pair of grey joggers that were low enough to see the top of his boxers. His hair was wet and a towel was around his neck. Damn! This man is fineeee.

"Lixie?" I stopped day dreaming about the sexy figure stood in front of me and smiled at him.

"Thank you Binnie, for everything." I said with my whole heart. He smiled before softly placing his hand on the back of my neck. He pulled my face towards his before we shared a soft kiss. He licked my bottom lip, asking for entrance which I obviously let him in.

He started walking backwards as we made our ways back into my bedroom. He then hit the bed and fell onto it, pulling me down without breaking the now passionate kiss. He started touching my stomach, making me gasp a little at his cold hands having contact with my warm stomach.

"Is that ok?" He asked and I nodded my head with a smile. We continued kissing until he flipped us around so I was now underneath the muscular boy. I gasped a little as he started kissing down my neck, nibbling on it from time to time.

"B-binnie..." I moaned before covering my face in embarrassment. Changbin leant up to meet my eyes but he couldn't due to my hands covering my face. Changbin slowly pulled my hands down and he looked at me in worry.

"Are you ok? Did I do something?" I quickly shook my head and he bent down to kiss me again, much slower this time. We were interupted by the door opening and someone gasping. We quickly pulled apart and saw...

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cliff hanger! who do you think it is?

also, i am so so so sorry for taking over 2 months to update this story, please forgive me! <3