Save me ~ Changlix

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Felix’s POV: 

I stood a few feet away from the door inside of the hospital, biting my lip nervously as tears slowly fell in fear. I had gotten a call from the police about 10 minutes ago, saying that they were on their way and that someone had been stabbed but they never told me who. I paced around the lobby, praying that whoever it was is okay. I was brought out of my thoughts when someone quickly rolled past me, body covered, and someone shouted my name. I turned my eyes from the mystery person and looked at who shouted me. 

“Binnie!” I cried as the said man began to run to me. 

“Thank god you’re okay, oh my god I love you so so much Lixie!” he said, pulling me into his warm embrace.  

“Who is it?” I asked slowly, scared for the answer. 

“Lix I’m so sorry! I’m sorry I couldn’t protect him!” Changbin cried into the crook of my neck. 

“D... Dad?” I asked, lip quivering. I felt Changbin nodding in my neck and the tears began to pour harder than they had before. All my friends started walking over to us, arms around their boyfriends. I gave them a sad smile and they all came to give me and Changbin a group hug.  

“You okay Lix?” Chan asked. I slowly nodded as he petted my hair slightly. I felt Changbin lift his head away from my neck and I looked down at him, not releasing him from the hug at all. I saw his blood shot eyes from all his crying and I put one of my hands softly on his cheek. 

“It’s okay baby, it’s not your fault.” I said, just above a whisper. He just shook his head, not looking at me in the eyes. I released a sigh before using both of my hands to make him look up at me, him still trying to avoid eye contact. 

“Hey, look at me,” I said, but he still tried to avert his eyes to the floor, “Binnie, please look at me.” 

He slowly met my eyes, and I gave him a slight smile as I saw the tears leaving his eyes. 

“I love you, okay? And nothing will ever change that. This is not your fault, do you understand me. I'll never blame you for this and neither will anyone else. He'll be fine, trust me.” I said, trying to reassure myself at the same time. 

“I’m sorry Lixie.” I just shook my head at him. 

“Did you not hear me? This isn’t your fault. At all. Not your fault. Listen to me.” I said, as more tears slowly slipped down my cheek. 

“I love you.” he said with a sob, and I smiled at him. 

“I love you more Binnie. Let’s go sit down, yeah?”  

After receiving a nod, we all began walking towards the waiting room and sat down. I rested my head on Changbin’s shoulder as he rested his head on top of mine. 

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A few hours had passed and Jisung and Jeongin were both asleep as the rest just played on their phones. None of us had said a word to each other, mostly because we didn’t know what to say in this situation. I sighed before checking the time, noticing that it was already 2 in the morning. I slowly sat up a bit, rubbing my neck as it had begun to get sore before patting Chan on the shoulder.