Save me ~ Changlix

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Changbin pov-

"You're pregnant." The doctor said and Felix looked down. We had decided to go to the doctors the next day and they only proved my suspicions right.

"Congratulations!" The doctor said before leaving the room, leaving me and Felix all alone.

"Lixie, you ok?" I asked, walking towards him. He looked up and I saw tears brimming at his eyes.

"Binnie..." that's when the tears started to fall. I quickly wrapped him in a hug and placed gentle kisses on his hair.

"It's ok baby, we can get through this." I said as I felt his tears start to soak my t-shirt. He cried for a few more minutes as I stroked and kissed his hair, trying to comfort him and when he pulled away I wiped all of his tears away.

"Binnie, c-can we go visit my dad?" Felix said, sounding hesitant and biting his lip. I didn't question him and just nodded my head. We then left. The car ride was very quiet with only the radio making a sound. When we got to the prison, Felix sighed and I turned towards him.

"Do you want me to come in with you?" I asked and he just shook his head.

"No thank you, this is something I need to do myself." Felix said whilst looking at me and I nodded my head. He leaned over to give me a quick kiss on my cheek and I smiled at him.

"I'll be back soon." He said before getting out of the car and heading into the prison.

felix pov-

I took a deep breathe before going throught the doors of the prison. When I got in, the prison wardens all looked at me. I went up to the front desk and sat behind it was a middle aged looking woman.

"Hello dear, what can I do for you?" she asked with a smile on her face.

"Hi, I've come to see Matthew Lee if possible." I said with a smile as wide as hers.

"Of course and what's your relationship with him?" She asked.

"I'm his son." I replied and she smiled.

"Okie dokie, do you mind taking out any jewellery and leave any belongings here with me, I promise I'll take good care of it all." She said with a light laugh. I did what she said and then followed her to a room that had 2 sides seperated with glass. I sat on the chair on the side I was on and waited for someone to join me. Minutes later, the door on the other side opens and in walks my father. I take a deep breath as he sits down.

"Hello dad." I said, trying my best to keep a straight face and not show any trace of terror.

"Why are you here?" He asked. He looked so tired, as if he wasn't getting enough sleep.

"I needed to talk to you." I said and he sighed.

"So how have you been?" He asked.

"Fine..." I looked at him. "Listen, I'm going to tell you something and promise me you won't get upset." I said, preparing myself for the worse. He just nodded.

"Dad, I-I'm pregnant." I said, looking down. When I got no reply I looked back up and saw him just staring at me. I couldn't tell if he was mad or not. After a few minutes of silence, he spoke up.

"Who's is it?" He asked.

"I-I don't know."

"What do you mean you don't know?" He asked.

"I-I was raped..." I said as I had flashbacks. My dad stood up angrily.

"What?! By who?!" He said, as the police warden in the room told him to sit down.

"B-Byungho." I said.

"WHAT?! He is DEAD! How DARE he put his hands on MY son!" He shouted, getting told off again.

"I mean you can't really say much." I muttered but he still heard it and he sighed.

"Felix, I am so so sorry what I did to you. I wasn't in a good place then but whilst I'm in here I'm going to try my best to be better. I really regret what I did to you and I don't expect you to forgive me yet, or even ever, but I'm really going to try my best for you, it's what your mom would've wanted." He said and that reminded me of something else I needed to tell him.

"Oh, dad?" He nodded. "I found out something..."

"What is it?"

"Do you remember Jisoo and Chanyeol?" He nodded again. "Well I've been staying with them and I'm dating their son, you know Changbin."

"Good for you, Changbin was a good kid." I smiled at him.

"He still is. Anyways, Jisoo showed me a photo album all about mom and..." I sighed.

"What Felix? What about it?" My dad asked.

"There were a few pictures at the back of the book that Jisoo said she didn't remember being in there."

"What kind of pictures?"

"It looked like she didn't know the pictures were being taken. It's like she was being followed." I explained.

"Who could have taken them?" He asked and I shrugged my shoulders.

"I have no idea but on the back of one of the pictures it said something." my father was looking at me expectingly. "It said 'I find it funny how everyone ruled it off as a suicide but I thought I'd let out the truth. She didn't kill herself, I killed her.' and I have no idea who wrote it."

When I looked back up at my dad, he looked as if he was going to cry. He looked as if I was to say another word, he's completely break down.

"Yongbok, I am so so very sorry for everything he said." As he started crying. "I gave you such a hard time blaming her death on you and now you had to find this out. I am so so sorry my son, you do not deserve me as a father, you deserve so much better." He said, tears rolling down his cheeks.

"Dad, it's ok, I'm sure if you give me some time I'll come around but please don't beat yourself up over this. I'm going to find out who it was, I promise." i gave him a slight smile and he followed the action.

"Time's up." the warden said and my dad stood up, wiping the tears that had fallen.

"Please come again Yongbok, it was nice seeing you. And good look with the baby too." I nodded and thanked him.

"And Yongbok..." I looked up at him as got to the door. "I love you." He said with a bright smile before getting escorted away. I felt my eyes getting teary as I left the room. I got to the front desk and got all my things back and smiled at the woman behind the desk.

"I'll see you again soon." I said and she smiled.

"See you later my lovely." she said an I left. I got back into the car and Changbin looked at me in worry.

"Are you ok?" He asked and I nodded my head for the nth time and smiled at him.

"I love you Binnie." I said, looking at him.

"I love you too my prince, now let's go home shall we?" I nodded my head and we drove off.

an-

do you think felix should forgive his dad?