Save me ~ Changlix

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a few months later

changbin pov-

it had been about 2 months weeks since i asked felix to be my boyfriend and 4 months months since he was raped. he had mentally healed quite well and i was so proud of him. we were currently lying on his bed. both of our heads were on the pillows but i just stared at him as he slept. he truly was a work of art. i sighed as i thought about all the times we had spent watching movies together, not even thinking about starting a relationship with each other. now look at us. i didn't know about felix, but i was completely head over heels for the boy. i would do anything for him at this point. i smiled at the thought of him and i spending our life together. i crawled down to the bottom of the bed without distrupting the younger's sleep. i rested my head on his stomach, looking up at him.

i stared at him for a while until i felt something. i took my head off of his stomach and put my hands on it instead. sure enough, something was moving around inside. i pulled his hoodie up, revealing his belly. i placed my hands on it again and felt some more movement, as well as some swelling. i looked up at felix's sleeping face before looking back down at his stomach. i could see something pressing against the top of his stomach and i gasped. he can't be... can he? felix began to stir in his sleep so i quickly pulled his hoodie back down and sat on the edge of the bed, staring at the wall. i felt someone move around on the bed and then a pair of arms snaked around my waist. i felt felix rest his head on my back as he back hugged me and i smiled at the feeling. i turned around, still in the hug to face him.

"felix..." i started but my voice trailed away.

"yes binnie? is there something wrong?" i shook my head, looking down at his stomach. i think he saw where i was looking because he put his hands on it.

"what is it?" felix said, sounding worried. i sighed before signaling felix to go further up the bed. he followed my orders and rested his back on the headboard with his legs straight out. i looked up to him before pulling his hoodie up. i grabbed his hand and placed it on his stomach and i put mine next to it.

"what-" felix was quickly cut off by another movement in his stomach. his eyes widened and he looked at me.

"changbin..." felix quickly sat up and hugged me.

"please don't leave me." he whispered as he clung onto me like a koala.

"why would you think that i would leave you lix?" i asked.

"because... if this is what i think it is... it might not even be yours" i quickly cut him off.

"lix, it's fine. we'll go to the hospital to check tomorrow. if...if you are pregnant... no matter who's it is, i will always be here, next to you." i said. i looked at him and saw that he had wide eyes.  "lix..." i pulled him to an even tighter hug as he sobbed into my neck.

"it's fine if you don't want to keep it. i know that it might bring back all of those memories again and-" felix quickly kissed me to shut me up. he pulled back and smiled.

"what happened to me really fucked up my life... but if i really am pregnant, the baby is now my responsibility." he stated. i smiled proudly at him, kissing him on the forehead.

"if you're fine with it..." i looked down but my head was lifted up by felix's hand on my chin. "i want to help you." i said. felix smiled brightly and kissed my lips again.

"i would love that." he said.

"I love you so much lixie." I said with a wide smile.

"I love you too Bin, so much." I placed a gentle kiss on his lips and when we pulled away, we rested our foreheads against each others.

"Are you hungry?" I asked him and he just smiled a little.

"Pancakes?" his eyes lit up. "Chocolate chip?" He nodded quickly. I chuckled before standing up off the bed, Felix doing the same. I led us both down stairs hand in hand and when we got to the kitchen, I sat him on a chair as I got everything out and started making pancakes. I looked over to Felix and saw him deep in thought. I decided to not disturb him just yet but when I finished making the said food, I placed it down and sat on the chair next to him.

"What are you thinking about babe?" I asked, pulling him out of his thoughts.

"I just... I don't know..." He sounded hesitant.

"felix, what's wrong?" I asked, worried for my boyfriend.

"I'm too young to have a baby. I'm still in school and people will judge me." he said with a deep sigh, not looking at me.

"Hey, I already told you that I want to help you. I'm gunna stick by your side no matter what, I promise." Thats's when he looked up at me.

"I really love you Bin, so so much." He said with a smile.

"I love you more." I said, placing a kiss on his lips. "Now eat up before your pancakes get all cold." I said and he immediately started eating.

I meant what I said. I will stick by his side for as long as he needs me and even when he doesn't. I promise to be the best boyfriend he ever had and I will not let anyone hurt him or the maybe baby because I love him, them, unconditionally.