Save me ~ Changlix

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there chapter has a lot of filth near the end and by that, i mean smut. if you don't feel comfortable, please do not read it.

Hyunjin’s POV: 

Me and Jeongin had just got back to my house and unsurprisingly, it was empty. My parents were never here when I got back from anywhere, always working nights. But I knew that they did everything they could to express their love for me, and so I heaved a quiet sigh before heading to the fridge and unsticking the post it from the door. 

Hi baby, we won't be back until the morning. There's some food for you in the microwave so make sure you eat it. There’s extra on there just in case Jeongin comes over so make sure he eats too. We love you, mom and dad xxx 

I smiled a little before opening the door and grabbing a bottle of water for me and Jeongin. We hadn’t spoken at all since we met at the hospital, and I knew that he was mad at me. I slowly walked over to the sofa where he was sat and held the bottle out for him. He looked up at me slightly before taking it and taking a sip. I had a sip of mine as we just sat in silence. I decided to turn the TV on, and although it was late, I could tell that none of us were tired. I started playing a random movie and a few minutes in, I heard sniffling coming from beside me. 

“Hey, what’s wrong?” I asked wearily, causing him to sob louder. 

“I hate you.” He said, causing my heart to break. I looked at him as he sobbed, and I couldn’t help but blame myself for his pain. I had hurt him in more ways than one.  

“I’m-” I was cut off quickly by Jeongin screaming. 

“HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME?! HOW COULD YOU RUN AWAY AND GET YOURSELF KIDNAPPED?! WHAT IF YOU DIED! DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH I WOULD BLAME MYSELF MY WHOLE LIFE IF YOU DIED!” 

I didn’t even know what to say. He had never shouted at me like this before in the whole years we’ve know each other. 

“Innie, I’m sorry. I’m so so so sorry, I didn’t think you’d react like this.” I said, close to a whisper. 

“Didn’t think I’d react like this? Why wouldn’t I act like this? You got kidnapped and you were held hostage. You were going to die! I heard Minho telling Jisung all about it. He said when they got there it was all dark and they saw you tied up to a chair with blood all over! If you weren’t by yourself, this wouldn’t have happened. If I didn’t shout at you then you wouldn’t have left in the first place. Oh my god, how could I have been so stupid.” 

Jeongin finished his rant, repeatedly hitting my chest before pulling at his hair in frustration. I quickly grabbed onto his hands, leaving the sofa and squatting in front of him, caressing his small hands in mine.  

“Hey, look at me,” he slowly lifted his head and looked at me with his tear-stained face, “I’m fine now. I would never leave you Innie, trust me. I honestly wouldn’t know what I would do without you in my life. I couldn’t lose you. I... I love you.”  

I said that last part with a huge smile on my face as I noticed Jeongin’s eyes widen. He stared at me for a few seconds before he launched at me, causing me to fall. I quickly grabbed his waist before he face planted the floor, causing him to fall directly on top of me. He didn’t move though; he just wrapped his arms around my neck and pulled me in to an extremely tight hug. I didn’t hesitate to hug him back.