𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝑩𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝑰𝑰 | Meanie (onhold)

-Chapter 2-

   Once they had reached home, the couple took off their shoes and headed to their bedroom. Once they got into their room, Wonwoo settled his bag down and Mingyu went to give him a back hug, while leaving kisses on the elder's neck. "Mingyu...." Wonwoo hummed and Mingyu turned Wonwoo around and they are now facing each other. Mingyu lightly placed his lips onto Wonwoo's and Wonwoo gladly took it.

   Both of their lips savouring each other. Mingyu then licked Wonwoo's bottom lip and Wonwoo slightly opened his mouth, making Mingyu's tongue find its way in. Mingyu's hands started travelling onto Wonwoo's stomach to his chest. Mingyu was about to take off Wonwoo's shirt but he was stopped. "Mingyu not now......" Wonwoo looked down to his hands which were stopping the younger's hands.

   "What's wrong babe? You feeling okay?" Mingyu gently asked. "I just don't feel like it, I'm sorry Gyu." Wonwoo's gaze is still on his feet and Mingyu sighed, giving him a hug. "You don't need to apologise Wonu, it's not your fault alright?" Mingyu held both of Wonwoo's hands and caressed them. "Let's get a bath, okay?" Mingyu asked, making Wonwoo nod. After the couple had their bath, they both crawled up to their bed and slept since they were both tired from their work.

   Sounds of the birds chirping could be heard and the sunlight shone through the blinds in their room. Wonwoo woke up not caring what time it was, probably 7. He woke up still half asleep but then he jolted up from bed when he felt a wave of nausea hitting him.

   He covered his mouth and quickly ran to the bathroom. He couldn't care about closing the door. Wonwoo got to the toilet bowl and threw up. "Ah fuck......" Wonwoo sweared, he thought he was done but then he felt another wave coming and he threw up again. While Wonwoo was in the bathroom, Mingyu squirmed around wanting to hug Wonwoo but he couldn't grab hold onto anything, just emptiness beside him.

   Mingyu opened his eyes and got up. "Wonwoo?" He called out but then he heard gagging sounds coming from the bathroom. He quickly walked to the direction of the sound and crouched beside Wonwoo. He rubbed the other's back gently and Mingyu could see that Wonwoo was tired. "Stay here, I'll go get some water." Mingyu ran to the kitchen and poured a glass of water then ran back.

   Mingyu took a few pieces of tissues and handed them to Wonwoo. Wonwoo took it lifelessly and wiped his mouth then Mingyu handed him the glass of water. "Babe, you should really see the doctor. You're not getting any better." Mingyu gently said while rubbing Wonwoo's back. "Maybe tomorrow...." "No maybes hyung, you have to and need to." Mingyu said and held Wonwoo up.

   "I will babe, don't worry." Wonwoo gave him a weak smile. Mingyu nodded and pecked the elder's forehead. "Go lay down, I'll cook breakfast." Mingyu guided Wonwoo to the bed and let him rest. Mingyu went to cook some soup noodles. After he was done, he went back to the bedroom to check on Wonwoo.

   "Wonu?" Mingyu peeked into the room and saw Wonwoo had one arm covering his face. Mingyu sat beside Wonwoo. "I made some noodle soup for you, just reheat it if you feel like eating, okay? I have to get a bath." Mingyu said and Wonwoo nodded then Mingyu went to the bathroom to get ready for work.

   Looking in the mirror once more, Mingyu made sure that his chef uniform was tidy. He took his bag and went over to Wonwoo to give him a kiss on the forehead. "I'm gonna head to work, okay? Call me if anything happens. I love you." "I will, I love you too...." Wonwoo said with a weak voice which made Mingyu frown, he didn't want to see him suffer like this. Mingyu then left the house and walked to the subway to get to his workplace.

Wonwoo's pov

   I had a short nap before getting up. I felt too weak and tired to the point where I didn't feel like doing anything. Thank God I didn't have to go to work today and tomorrow or else I would die. I started feeling hungry so I got up and went to reheat the noodles which were made by Mingyu.

   After it was done boiling, I took the bowl and sat down at the dining table. I took small bites while looking at the clock on the wall, it's 9.20 now. After finishing up my noodles, I wash the bowl up and head back to the bedroom. I walked over to the drawer and took the package from yesterday.

   I took out the pregnancy tests and anxiously looked at them. "Ah fuck this." I took them into the bathroom with me. I sat down on the toilet bowl and followed what the packaging said when using the tests. After I was done with my business, I set all the tests aside and waited for around 5 minutes.

   While waiting, I couldn't help but think about what would happen. What if I'm really pregnant? No, it can't be, we used protection most of the time. Most of the time, not all the time. 'Well, this is fucked up. I'm doomed.' I ruffled my hair and started screaming.

   After I calmed down, I took the tests and went to bed waiting for the results. I was deep in my thoughts I didn't realise that the timer went off. I jumped a little and off the timer and looked over the tests. My body was practically shaking. "Calm down Jeon Wonwoo, relax.... It'll be fine, just fine...." I took in a few deep breaths and took one of the tests.

   Without hesitating, I looked down onto the pregnancy test which was on my hand. My heart stopped and I felt my whole body froze. Two lines....... I'm pregnant. I couldn't believe myself so I took the other two which showed the same result, positive.

   At that very moment, I felt as if my whole world collapsed. I wondered if the tests I took were broken but unfortunately, they were not. All three tests showed that it's positive. I couldn't think of anything anymore, my mind went blank.

   I set the tests aside and just stared into space. Thoughts flooded through my mind. What should I do? How should I tell Mingyu? How would he react? Will he be happy or mad? How should I tell my mom, his parents and my friends? Should I keep the baby or abort it? If I really am pregnant, how should I raise it?

   Without knowing, tears formed around my eyes and a few tear drops flowed down my face. I covered my face and let the tears flow down. I was happy because I loved children and I'm having a child with Mingyu. But then the consequences of it made me think twice. We didn't have enough money and Mingyu is still studying, so I didn't want to burden him. I didn't want him to leave me......

   I quickly wiped my tears off and took my phone. I decided to go for a check-up tomorrow to really confirm whether I'm really pregnant or not. After I've made the appointment, I threw my phone aside and laid on bed while looking at the ceiling. We'll see tomorrow, then I'll make a decision.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Yayyy a meanie babyyy

Don't forget to vote and comment if you enjoyed the story♡︎