This person POV
Wanting to disappear is something that ran through the girls mind often.
She doesn't feel like herself anymore.
She hasn't in a long time.
She doesn't want to die.
She just doesn't want to be living the life she is any longer.
She was blessed with an amazing family that she loves dearly.
They love her more than anything.
She has some of the best of friends that she could ask for.
Yet she wants to disappear.
This life she is living is one that she is not happy in.
She puts on a smile to please those around.
Though behind closed doors is when the true emotions come.
Tear after tear falls and there's nothing she can do to stop them.
"Why me?" She sobs out.
Why does she feel this way when life around her is amazing.
Why is she hurting when she was blessed with a good life.
She has good grades.
Was the captain of her soccer team.
She has loving parents who would do anything for her.
She has some of the best people in her life.
So why is she hurting?
Why was she crying when she knew others had it worse than she did.
Why was she acting like this when her best friend just lost her mother.
Why was she acting like this when her classmate was told they had cancer.
She had the perfect life handed to her on a golden platter.
Yet she wasn't okay.
It felt wrong for her to feel not okay when she knew others had it worse.
It's okay to not be okay.
Just because someone has it worse than you doesn't mean that you can't be hurting.
Even knowing this information, she still felt as though she shouldn't be hurting.
She wanted to disappear.
Not die.
Just disappear.
She isn't okay.
And that is okay.
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